As in one of my previous threads, I mentioned I was having problems with my suboxone. I'm sick of it and I want to trip again. But I was really thinking about tripping just one last time. Explore myself, my memories, and my ego. Someone suggested I do Ibogiane. But the problem is, My doctor told me the other day that its very hard to get that drug in the USA. He is pretty high up in the Medical field, he was even a LT. Col for the army. He told me he couldn't even get it. That I would have to go to california to a clinic and get it there. I live in Georgia, so that wouldn't even be a possibility for many years to come. Any advice? Is there a way I can get it? Or make it? Or is there any other drug that will help me as to where i'm not angry all the time and I know the purpose in my life. I'm christian straight up, but I really don't feel like it. I hate the world.. and everything in it. I hate hating everything all the time. I want to change the way I feel about the world, and people in general.. So what do you think...? Side note: I'm on suboxone. And I have Mitral valve prolapse which i'm on medication for. Its a beta blocker.
