Why should we be paranoid or scared? Im not denying I have my own paranoias, i most certainly do, but why worry about or dwell on these things? It's not happening to you, so theres no bad situation to be worrying about or stressing over... and what is going through your mind of what *could* happen, sure it could anything could, but its not now, and if it does you'll just have to deal with it as anything else in this life. can't really control much. so what if people are watching you and plotting shit, can you change that, no. thats them, fuck them. its not good to let that shti control you, just enjoy your life, fuck them, whoever they are. or fears of bugs or snakes or shit like that(yeah, i am)? but why? just cause they look weird? cause they might bite? or are poisinous? so what, you got a hospital down the road that you can take care of that at, they got vaccines for that shit. you'll be okay, and if you do pass or die from the shit, well its gotta happen one day right? all im sayin is, fuck worrying, if its not happening to you now, theres no situation at hand to b e concerned about, and you cant control everything thats gonna happen in your life, so just chill out and take things as they come you know? thats my thoughts, anyone differ? or agree?... peace.
I think you do dwell on these things or you wouldn't have written the post. If you truly want to " take things as they come" you have to not even think about the possibility of any of the stuff you mentioned above. Really taking life as it comes is being able to lead your life on a daily basis without any paranoia or fear creeping in.
you're right, i do... and that is why i thought all that up, just questioning why do I worry, it makes no sense. although, i logic it out, i still do, but im working on it, with these points in mind.
It's taken me a lot of years to be where I'm at now.The fact that you're thinking about how to handle your thoughts is great. True peace of mind is you never having to say or think fuck them all or whatever because you'll never feel threatened stressed or paranoid. Just try to be comfortable with who you are and you wont go far wrong.
I used to be care-free until I started driving. Now, I think that the police are always after me because I've had my license for under a year and have already had 3 or 4 police encounters that have ended in arrest of some sort. I'm a slave to the man basically. But every now and then I think, if I'm holding anything illegal, I can use my butt-cheeks as a holding device. Thinking positive here.
Hi sorry it took so long to get back to you- my biggest phobia, snakes! I had to get over it because when I moved to Spain and started to take the dog out in the country I saw the bastards every day. I'm talking real phobia hear, sweating, heart pounding the lot. Fucking nightmare. I'm not saying that I'm over it but I have learnt to deal with it. I don't think the dog could stand another episode of me running like Michael Johnston up a quiet country lane imagining that the harmless wee creature I saw was coming after me.
