I'm content in my sabattical from women, for now. and the pheremones that trigger it is the devil! :X
Love is a process in which u do that is not in front of the person but rather when u are not with them, that is when u fall in love with them. Lust on the other hand is different and thats when u see them i believe?
we're all fucked. or at least i am anyway. I'm not shy - i can talk to women. but i cant for the life of me find one that i'm even remotely interested in. I think its because i 'm actually really depressed. The whole world is screwed - we're on a bullet train to destruction, and it seems pointless to do a goddamn thing. anything i want to succeed at equals " poison the earth " in some way or another, so wtf do i do? my best idea so far is still kind of a destruction, but on i'll march with it, and in the end i'll still feel guilty. so thats my problem. too much philosophical bullshit running thru my mind all the time is leaving the girls at the back of the line. march march march on.
. . . alright, so what? Yes, that's true, and yes, we can break it down and say it analytically and try to sound cynical and critical and above all the fools who believe in silly things like love. Our need for love may simply be part of a sort of evolutionary process of instinct; we dont' need to spend all our time fighting for our lives and sustenance anymore, so we now, as humans, have time to begin pondering things like life, and since we have the time to think about it, we must try, futilely, to tack on meanings and essences to it to make ourselves feel worthwhile. But this doesn't make it any less REAL. It doesn't make it so that we can control it or decide to not take part in the game of human nature. We can label it something ugly, but that doesn't even put a hitch in the stride of the emotion that makes us beautiful.
Yup, was looking for love..don't think I'll ever find it, so I'm settling in for the long haul of being lonely. I've given up hope, I'm not looking anymore.
Sometimes it's not such a bad idea to stop looking and let love find YOU... Meanwhile, find joy in your own life and company. Then it will be more tempting for someone to join you in that space and vibe...that will be the attraction.
The strange thing is that, oddly, I love loving people and I have a hunger for love, so to speak. I don't like looking for love itself, I just like hoping it runs into me... The first cut is the deepest...
You got something against love? If you got a problem with love, you got a problem with me! :X Hahaha...
I know im looking for love. The only thing i dont like about thinking i've found it is the fact that i have to let down my guard which means i could possibly get hurt. I dont like getting hurt.