I love to! I love having bad trips! Guess I'm just a masochist at heart! Plus there can be a lot to learn from bad trips.
nah, I feel you. I like doing that too. I push myself way out there, finally get to understand how profoundly fucked up reality and God actually are, and then it doesn't matter anyways because I'm completely absorbed in it so there is nothing to be afraid of.
wow it's SO weird you posted this today. literally i was on the train this afternoon thinking of how intense it would be to drop acid during a hurricane or some extreme weather, or even in the middle of a battle. i feel like a psychedelic experience during times like these would be really fascinating and bring out some really primal and interesting interpretations of so much raw energy. haha i was thinking that if i ever have a job as a storm chaser i'd keep a few tabs on hand i'm sure i'd get some pretty incredible footage.
Fear. Thats what a bad trip is. Fear manifestation. Thats why high doses are SO much better, because there is fear, but it does not manifest because there is no ego to manifest it. It just is what it is; fear.
I like to be in comfortable situations most of the time. But I have put my self in fearful situations on LSD. Over the course of the last 3 years I've been using LSD to help me cope with my biggest phobia. It has worked wonders for me. My once biggest phobia has faded rapidly. Its just a glimpse of its former strength.
Im VERY interested to hear more about this perspective, what are some of the things youv purposely done to make yourself bad trip?
I don't quite understand what you are talking about? Why don't you give some examples? I know that when a person likes unusual things, other people can say 'man youre crazy why do you do that to yourself?' and then that person might think 'hmm I must like to do things that are bad for myself', when actually they simply have a different conception of what is worthwhile. so what is it? Do you really do things that you don't like, or do you just enjoy things that otehr people tell you they would avoid?
Yeah man, I have my next trip planned out: police station, Catholic church, and then I'm going to take some MDMA and go sky diving.
no lol we dosed on friday night insted of saturday and we were fryn hard skating behind a school when leo showed up and never ran so fast in my life. was no change in hell i could of acted sober. was so close to freakin out. EDIT: certain people's vibes sketch me out too. hard to explain but its ussually something i can feel that makes me real uncomfortable.