Basically, I used to take an ungodly amount of MDxxs and surprise, suprise, I lost the magic pretty quickly. I stopped taking them as soon as the magic was lost and vowed to stay off them until it came back. I quit in May '08 and have taken MDMA twice, in small amounts, since then, once (1 good pill) in August '08 and once (~250mg pure crystal) on December 31st '08, it's now September 22nd '09. Has anyone else been in a similar situation? Did you manage to get the magic back? If you did, how long did it take? Thanks.
damn man that's not a good thing to abuse yourself with MDxx's like that. UK people seem to have a notoriety for eating grams in a night lol.* Unfortunately that kind of use is going to cause changes to your brain chemistry that makes you barely notice the effects whenever you dose again. "Losing the magic "could also be a result of the novelty of the drug being gone. *(see exhibit A: http://i126.photobucket.com/albums/p89/mintedhalo/l_27b9f5261cfac081b5a308729b0a5d07.gif )
Haha, I've seen that pic before. Yeah, 500-1000mg in a night is pretty standard here if you wanna get messy. And no, it wasn't the novelty wearing off. The effects started to change until it just made me feel really monged out and I stopped getting euphoric even when taking large amounts. The last time I took it I got some euphoria and a nice buzz, it wasn't just the mongy feeling, which is a good sign. I think I'll give it a bit longer, maybe try again this NYE or something? If there hasn't been a pretty vast improvement I'll just have to give up for good, LSD's better anyway.
I've been MDMA free for 16 months. I'll let you know how my next experience goes. Found a hook on the good pink stars so hopefully my next experience is very soon
Well same reason as you for the first half, but when I wanted to get more there was nothing but pipez in the city. Even still. Best "thiz" going around is meth. And the pink stars are fuckin $20 so we'll have to see about that
Yeah, same story here sadly. I tried to get some pills a couple of months ago and ended up with some 2C-I pills. Had a nice couple of mild trips but if I'd wanted 2C-I I'd have just bought pure powder. I'm just gonna keep my eyes peeled for MDMA on the net, I don't trust street dealers any more.
Yeh totally agree with what happens when you overuse mdma, i also hammered pills for a long time, and we got to the weekly party point aswell, i took the oppertunity to supply my mates so it was easier to get off our heads everyweek .. so as not to have us all chasing around seperately looking for the same thing .. Our crew back then was between 8 - 12 of us partying hard every weekend, same place for the after parties all the time. I would purchase 200 pills for friday night, sell a few at the club and sort my close mates out with theirs and we'd go onto mash it up at the house afterwards often seeing myself consume betwen 10 - 20 pills, Taken up to 26 pills before, Then after that go sort the money out on saturday tea time and pick up another 100 for saturday night for a house party mash up, and prob eat at least another 10 that night awell. So yeh we all flogged md way to much, and the magic was truly killed .. Now going on somthing like 2 years without taking any i took off one night and the magic is back, i find thats its not as easily given too you on a plate like when you first start as back then you just drop and hold on for the ride, but now its about making it happen, purposely push and get to that place .. you know where it is allready. Music being a big factor in where i end up, if the tunes are right then ill travel, if i get up and dance then thats usually it im off to that special place, just about letting go and going with it, just got to work a bit more to get there, as its so familiar now that it doesnt often take you by suprise, just make it happen .. This is only my opinion on how i re found the magic, cant see it being the same for everyone ..
2 years is a long time. It's been 20-22 months since I was really abusing the fuck out of them. I can't imagine the magic not being back
I've been looking around and I should be able to source some MDMA pretty soon. I'll take a big dose and try and push towards that magical feeling, if it doesn't work then I guess I'll give it another year. :sad:
I was using a pretty good amount of ecstasy at raves back in 2006, and i wouldnt say it had completely lost its magic, more like i was beginning to have EXTREMELY sketchy comedowns and the last straw for me was after doing some very dirty e pills that temporarily did some terrible things to by body. I did not touch MDMA again untill this past summer in july at a large festival where i took a few hundred mgs with a low dose of psilocybin. The magic was there stronger than it ever had before. I have done it twice again since then and all 3 times have been some of the most deeply spiritual experiences of my life. Ive promised myself that from now on im only going to take mdma at times when i know a very special experience awaits me, so keep it a sacred thing
yeah just take some htp or however you say it and take that when ur coming down and that should get rid of the negative effects oh yeah and drink oj when you rollin that makes it more intense trust me
