well, i fucked around a lot with low doses (under 450mg) of DXM, and by the time i moved on to higher doses i only got to experience the strangeness of the third plateau a few times before i could take 708mg and walk around, literally unable to get any CEV's because i was so used to it. so after a nightmare trip about a month and a half ago i'm plunging back in. i did ~275mg early last week and it was surprisingly close to what i used to get on DXM which was good. tolerant to cough medicine anyway i'm not gonna toy around the line tonight. 708mg straight, let's see what's up. if anyone cares, i'll post back, probably in the beginnings of the trip and then i'm sure i'll end up losing interest and i'll follow up tomorrow. this will definitely be the heaviest DXM trip i've had, like i said 708 is the most i've done and that was with a decent tolerance to the effects.
thanks kicking in surprisingly fast, probably because i haven't eaten anything for a couple hours. already feel a head shift, but i haven't fully dosed yet, i'm probably around 400mg or so. gaaaaaahh dxm makes me yawn so much.
definitely starting to come on harder now, i'm up to about 550mg or so. everything is starting to pile up in my head. dxm come-ups usually bring out some intense emotion. i'm getting really nostalgic just looking at the titles of songs i used to listen to with old friends who've all moved away. really vivid flashes of memory. strange. EDIT: sloppy joe's look a hell of a lot sloppier coming out. blah. i guess this ginger isn't working like i hoped it would.
my body is becoming very machine like. gears, pillars, it's all very traceable. energy fascinates me now. visual world is shimmering.
lol dxm is such a weird drug. had a good time, didn't do all 708mg as planned but i was pretty high up there anyway, maybe around 550 or 600. lost all sense of personality, inner dialogue took on a totally different voice/character, and at times, multiple people at once. epiphanies rushed in, and then got lost immediately which is what makes dxm very frustrating sometimes, and why it's easy to do it again and again ("i felt like i was riiight THERE"). was smooth though, no panic or anything... some intense euphoria at simple things and a lot of losing track of who/what/where/when/why i was.
This annoyed me in my k hole last night. I had made some truly behind the scenes, meta-programming, abstract out there discoveries about myself and felt like I could finally plug the right wires into the right sockets, but as soon as I grabbed the wires they vanished and I forgot where I was and that I was even high. That's when you know you're k holing, when you think at some point "What the hell is going on here? OH YEAH! I took K!" shit is so weird that its too weird. :cheers2: 700mg DXM was my favorite dosage btw. Beautiful sweet spot. Anymore and I just had worse side effects, like 900mg gave me blurry vision WELL into the next day. 700mg is the DXM hole for me. great stuff.
yep this happens with dissociatives all the time for me, it's so frustrating... either that, or i'll "discover" something and when i think about it later, it makes absolutely no sense. haha i always found it funny that cough syrup bottles were conveniently dosed... if you want a good second plateau drink a four oz (354), and if you want a good third plateau drink an eight oz (708). it's like they know what they're doing lol. i've actually never gone above 708... it's hard enough to keep track of what's happening on that dose, it seems like any more is definitely overkill.
I like the special K and DXM but they always leave me with a horrible after glow and i cant stop yawing for the next two days lol. Never had that problem in the k hole but the DXM gets me yawning like i havent slept in a week.
