Get Adobe or something to read PDF files.

and then read this.

http://disc.420chan.org/lit/src/Grimoire Of Chaos Magic.pdf

It is the Grimoire of Chaos Magic, hosted by 420chan.

I have only read the first 4 pages and already it's very insightful, surprisingly enough, I was headed down the same road as the author seems to be.


If you want other material, you can check this thread on 420chan..

http://disc.420chan.org/lit/res/20527.shtml

It contains reads such as the Necronomicon, and 'How to Defend Against Psychic Attack', amongst many others dealing with occult knowledge.