My life isn't worth anything

it's true!!! and i don't have much faith in the rest of humanity either.

 

it's what you make of it. Believe in yourself.

 

Can Bug*Man cheer you up in some way. Perhaps a back massage or back waxing?

 

what is wrong?

 

Yeah, really, alot of people have felt like its not worth it anymore, i have several times, it does help to tlak about it

 

Oh don't you start acting all "concerned" about others now!....Phh

 

Its worth the bandwith you just used.

 

yeah I can see that. I talked about it to my friends... it wasn't much help

 

Why don't you make it worth something then?

 

But it 's the second part that bothers me more...

sometimes i not only think that human life in general is just purposeless, but i also beleive that humans are not that noble of a race. I have come to believe that human beings are nothing more than east side apes-- violent, lustful creatures with a lot of hubris.
but then again i believe in rational trancendence...and believe that we can rise above our animal nature, but when i'm depressed it all seems like a sham.

 

Perhaps we're not an altogether noble race, but what's stopping you from personally being such?

 

probably because you still feel purposeless and incapable of achieving much and then you stop trying... i know this though is not good... but sometimes it just gets you. I am trying to escape it right now.

 

Ash dont feel like that! the fact that you are even here alive is worth something, you could make a difference if you really wanted to.. sometimes the little stuff seems pointless but think of it as a pathway to the big stuff. im not making much sense with this post.

 

Sometimes life gets you down and you get depressed, and being depressed holds you back more and thus you get more depressed. Sometimes you just have to keep plugging away, try to accomplish something even if you don't really feel up to it. Once you get started it's easier than you thought it would be.

You're only 19 so don't feel like you need to be on top of the world, you have plenty of time as long as you make good use of that time. Sure there are people your age who have accomplished a lot but they're the exception and not the rule. In the meantime find a diversion to lift your spirits. Why not start up your Freakstreet Coffee House personal forum again? Just a suggestion.

 

Right back atcha!

 

just take a nap for a while