Losses as a result of your Opiate addiction?

Discussion in 'Opiates' started by p0ppie, Sep 25, 2009.

  1. p0ppie

    p0ppie Member

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    Anyone here ever lost anything as a result of their addiction to Opiates?

    Or perhaps lost a friend or loved one due to their addiction to Opiates?
     
  2. pr0ne420

    pr0ne420 Senior Member

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    Bottle of methadone killed my buddy.
     
  3. neodude1212

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    lost a friend to OCs
     
  4. neodude1212

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    and also lost my dealer to OCs LOL
    will never forget driving up to get some candies and seeing first responders wheeling him out on a stretcher
     
  5. whatsupchuck

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    my innocence
    my trust in the average joe

    nothing material
     
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    sometimes I lose whatever I ate.. Right now i pushing 80mgs.. :D I hope to puke soon..
    Other than that, Dont lose anything.
     
  7. Morphoxycode1

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    Lost money that I spend on something I technically don't need...it's more of a luxury to me. I lost a friend a couple years ago from a Soma overdose...but his first overdose was on morphine that he was prescribed...that was after a couple years of being on it.
     
  8. p0ppie

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    I lost my boyfriend. He died 2 months ago. Heroin.
     
  9. Deranger ..

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    Loads of people i used to assosciate with have gone now, they were'nt mates but i used to deal with them.

    And as for material stuff ive lost everything ive owned a few times, from realy good dj equiptment to dvd players, i even went out one day and sold the iron and a spare mobile phone from the house ..

    Ive sold birthday presents the day after ive been given them etc .. its fuckin maddnes the lengths you will go to score.

    Ive hit bottom a few times, thats why i now have the realisation to never go back ...
     
  10. Skizm

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    Several of my friends have died OD'ing on opiates.

    Several of my friends are so addicted to opiates that they now sell themselves and rob people for money.

    I've lost several friends due to their heavy addiction and the behaviors that come with it (Not died, just lost people as friends, mainly people who sell themselves and rob).
     
  11. p0ppie

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    Thank you, guys. Yeah..opiate addiction takes and takes and takes...rarely gives at all. I have such a love/hate relationship with this shit.
     
  12. wheeziee

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    i have lost a few friends, many many material possesions, i almost lost my family and boyfriend, known some people who have died, and my innocence....but have 4 months clean yesterday!!!
     
  13. p0ppie

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    Congratulations! Keep going..its not easy. And dont beat yourself up too bad if it gets too hard...if you ever need anyone to talk to, I am here :) !
     
  14. SpENS93

    SpENS93 Illuminati

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    a ps3 which i bought back
     
  15. irie_lady_420

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    My fiance just lost his friend of 15 years (who became my friend over the years) he committed suicide a couple months ago, very sad. Not to mention all the shit I pawned to get pills and the places i've lost for not making the rent payment. These pills have taken so much from my life and yet I remain a slave to the drug, Thats the worst part when u know ur fucked up and the life ur livin is fucked up yet u buy the drugs anyway.
     
  16. wheeziee

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    thanks poppie!!
     
  17. somanyroads67

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    I have lost quite a bit .Overtime.
     
  18. Miasma

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    I see friend's lose sight of who they are-they change just a waste.
    No one is ever the same after they start.Along with everyone else I've pawned plenty of personal stuff-and then regret it the same day. Now that I think about it I'd rather not think about all the stuff I've lost.
     
  19. Deranger ..

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    At the end of the day material losses are easy to get over ..

    I lost over £1.500 worth of dj equiptment in a matter of a week .. ( only kept my vinyl )

    But like said you just got to move on, its part of the maddnes of addiction, the more you beat yourself up about losses etc the worse you feel and the more inclined you are to use in turn to forget about your minimal existance.

    Its when you loose your your self respect and independance to survive as a person that the picture becomes realy shit ..
     
  20. NNDimethyltryptaDream

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    Friends, loved ones, money, dignity, etc.
     

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