dissociatives cause social problems if taken regularly. this is not surprising if you look at their effects.
I used dxm regurlarly every day for a couple months after leaving the psych ward, I looked like a fucking heroin abuser. My friends made me kick the habit.
one time aint gonna hurt. hell ive done up to 2000mgs and my social skills are perfectly fine. but i use it as like a ritual. i use it to bond with my pets and meditate and shit. i dont do it just to get fucked up. you underestimate that shit it will come back to bite you.
^ i as well. usually go for black room with headphones. it's the bomb, especially the synergy with cannabis. if i could, i would be in that state forever, but there is an obligation to the people that i love/love and care about me. oh yea, and it's tussin. 99cents store. hope i don't ruin anyone's life with that, opening pandora's box, that was my secret. they also have 99cent bottles of wine sometimes. if i could count, just for this year how many times, it'd be more than 10, less than 20. so yea none for me for the rest of 2009. no exceptions.
what is dxm supposed to be?whats its affects?....I watched an intervention on the a and e channel with dxm, he would go around just tripping on dxm and he picked a box of fries with cheese and fries and started eating it...he couldnt talk sometimes....Thats why i would not do dxm lol edit-but he was doing a shitload of that stuff lol
it's a dissociative. it is some weird shit. sometimes good weird. and sometimes bad weird. i know i'll be alright, all i have to do is just not take any.
do K, and youll see why its better than dxm. dxm is too dirty for me imo. but k isnt that great either. i get too bored of dissosociatives. k hits me like a truck
i find they leave a lingering dissociation, which i find very, very unpleasant. nothing worse than living a life of dissociation
last dxm trip i had, a few weeks ago, urinary retention kicked in so bad i thought my bladder was overfilling. i could feel my piss sloshing around my organs and i could see it, in high detail, seeping out of my pores. i hallucinated my stomach bloating up, and could feel urine swirling around through my body, into my blood and up into my brain. when i felt this happen, my vision froze and turned into a series of parallel bars and i had the biggest panic attack of my life. the rest of the night consisted of having massive headchanges every time i tried to use the bathroom and i was convinced i was repeatedly having strokes because things got so incomprehensible. everything i was hallucinating lined up perfectly with what i *thought* was happening, confirming everything, and i would have sworn i could see my own death with the moon bouncing around and the streets empty at 1 am. i was convinced that i predicted the future a few times, but thinking back it was just my head playing with me with my perceptions jumping back and forth and registering things in a nonlinear way. needless to say i haven't done it since and don't plan on doing it again for a long, long time, if ever. my gait has been rigid and intense in a deliberate sort of way since i really started overusing the shit, kinda like movement gets while on dxm, except lasting. things still look "cold". i can't functionally talk to people i don't know anymore because it just doesn't work right, interaction tends to feel all broken up and choppy and i can't get a sentence out properly when i'm out. most people seem to think i'm on drugs constantly, because of the way i talk to them, my words mostly rushed and mumbling, odd movements. my memory is pretty shot too, i leave my key in the door when i unlock it and will take out a glass to drink, set it down, walk away and later on take out another glass to pour (not most of the time, but enough to be noticeable). all this stuff came on with dxm overuse, even before that last trip. watch out. seriously, it's pretty fucked up. not to mention my trips stopped being fun long before i stopped taking it. listen to the signs.
yo that shit is seriously fucked up, they sell it in the store for a reason just stick to the good ole illegal shit.
i remember having a bad dxm trip. well it wasnt bad perse, i enjoyed it. but the next day everything looked all dark and gloomy and it was really creeping me out. but this was on like 2000mgs. i still enjoy dxm once in a while. it can really be a pretty far-out drug if you dont use it too much. just some people tend to get the bad end of the deal. the worst ive got is my shit was slightly runny after it wore off. nothing too major.
i'd definitely choose to be addicted to heroin over DXM any day... if you did each one daily for like two months, i think being on DXM would result in some much more serious and long term effects, physically and mentally. obviously heroin is way more addictive but i think DXM, especially in cough syrups with sugar and all that, is unhealthier and probably does way more damage per dose.
So what if you fry your brain? Who ever said life had to last for as long as possible? It is more fun to die doing what you enjoyed then dieing a slow painful death unable to do a thing. Plus if you do DXM and end up doing it daily then you are an idiot and probably should die asap. There are too many drugs to get stuck on one, especially one like that, if you can do DXM all the time and your body doesn't say hey lets take a break then it probably wants to die, go for it I say.