SO- Getting older now. Feel like I am being tested all the time. Who is this devil pushing me? Mean old bastard in the sky. If things would make more sense, or get crazier I would understand. But the older generation scares me. They work, and provide many things. I work and am given. Their independence is huge, yet responsibilities limit them my responsibilities are consequences of my dependence. They hide the fact that anything might be going on, and well enough that most of the time i forget there is something going on. I do not hide the fact but I should because its fucking nuts and I guess everyone experiences this differently. someone give me a fucking clue.
