Anxiety and Rolling

Discussion in 'MDMA - X' started by burnabowl, Sep 2, 2009.

  1. burnabowl

    burnabowl Dancing Tree

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    By that I mean having anxiety and then rolling, not rolling-induced anxiety. This was hard to search for.

    I've had some mild to moderate anxiety for a month or so to the point that I'm smoking a lot less herb. This anxiety is the result of too much time to myself (SAH dad), not enough adult interaction and thus my mind freaks me out sometimes for no good reason at all.

    Well we're going camping with friends this weekend and the plan was to pop these dank pills (white in-pressed Euro-logo pokeballs with brown flecks). I tend to get a lot of mileage out of mdma and rolls so maybe I'll just take half or something.

    Anyway does anyone have some experience with rolling in spite of minor anxiety issues? I'm not overly concerned except for not having the best possible time. Does it seem to mellow out the anxiety or inflame it? :cheers2:
     
  2. wakeboartd00d!

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    as long as you have a nice clean roll and have some heart to heart with your friends you will be feeling great and motivated to do things the next day. this could help with your anxiety. I'm pretty sure its not going to do anything that would make you more anxious.
     
  3. burnabowl

    burnabowl Dancing Tree

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    kewl, thanks. love that sig by the way. I think I stared at that for about 15 minutes the other day :D
     
  4. CherokeeMist

    CherokeeMist Senior Member

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    well my experience was with panic which is kind of similar. i have a small phobia about open spaces and a lot of times i can't comfortably look out at the sky without getting panicked. the only time in literally years i've been able to lie in a field and just relax and watch the clouds was on mdma. the drug totally (but only temporarily) killed all my panic, and totally cleared away all of my other anxieties and negative thinking.
     
  5. Hydroponic_Acid

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    My friend has pretty bad anxiety issues, and she had a bad roll both times she tried it, even tho the setting was good (once with her good friends, and once at a rave), so it really depends on the person.
     
  6. Euphorial

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    yea once when I was rolling hard I totally lost my heart/pain paranoia. I actually thought it was fixed :p But of course the next day it was back.

    One thing that used to help me when I was nervous about getting paranoid while rolling was spacing the doses a bit throughout the night. I'd take half, let it kick in, and then if I felt ready I'd take more :)
     
  7. wakeboartd00d!

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    thanks :) I do admit that its a fun picture to look at. were you tripping at all when you stared at it for 15 minutes? haha
     
  8. burnabowl

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    I hadn't taken anything but the pic made me trip out on its own haha, like a meditation or something.

    So we had an amazing time rolling. My anxiety was pretty much annihilated for the roll. I stayed up way late not wanting the night to end and once I laid down I witnessed some beautiful visions behind my eyelids. I was pretty relaxed except for thinking that the thunder I heard was actually a tsunami. The next morning I did have a little bit of an emotional comedown but not much.
     
  9. nick16

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    when takeing molly un cut mdma will 100mgs be worth it? or should i wait an take more it will be my first time an i plan to take it with lsd aswell
     

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