Weekend blow in

I was also addicted to heroin for a few years and am doing pretty good now. Psychedelics definetely made me take a look at the life I was leading and where it was headed. Heroin made me become something that I am not, psychedelics helped return me to my true self and find out who I really am, and what it means to be human, truly a gift from god.

 

yea so you can defintly relate.. heroin addiction is not something that is fun in anyway.. ive never had to steal to get lsd, EVER!! and i had to rob and steal and manipulate day in and day out to get dope. a heroin addiction is a full time 24 hour a day job that gets you no where in life. im not downing the addicted becuz my heart truly goes out to alot of friends and family that are plagued with heroin addiction. its an ugly ugly addiction and my thoughts and prayers go out to everyone who was unfortunate enuff to becaome addicted to that sorry excuse for a drug.

 

damn yall have kept me away from heroin. i always was gonna stay away but damn thats a little insight for me. ill stick to everyhing else that isnt that addicting

 

smart man!! but keep in mind that pills such as oxy, percocet, vicodin etc etc etc are the EXACT same addiction as heroin. now i dont know if your into these but i can assure you this is where it all started with me was pills of this nature. once they werent enuff anymore and my tolerance was to high to support a very expensive pill addiction i graduated to heroin. and i find this to be true (in my case) with all downers alcohol and anti anxiety meds included such as xanax, valium etc etc etc. i can become just as addicted to these as i was to dope. different withdrawal symptoms but just as addictive none the less.just food for thought when your in a situation that involves drugs of this nature.

 

same here. went from lortab, to oxy, to dilaudid, and finally heroin. I dont think that alot of people realize that all effective pain medications are opiates and so is heroin, you are addicted to variants of the opium poppy. But getting back on topic psychedelics really helped me as a self therapeautic tool.

 

yeah for sure i know what you guys are saying, i study drugs when im at school (nothing else to do/ppl suck haha) but yeeah i know all about that kid of stuff, benzos and opiates and all that good stuff. i have done a OC from time to time but i make sure i space that out at least a month away from each other. also i have done opium a couple times and want to make a small batch of flake to bust out every once and a while but i will watch that

also benzo i cant get them in amounts enough to become addicted, also they are bitch to find in small amounts.

and as for alcohol i dont drink at all, not only is it hard for me to get it (17) but i dont like the taste/feeling. and it has affected so many ppl who are close to me its just not something i need to get into. killed 2 and currently affecting 2 and a possible 3rd so i want nothingto do with that.

as for addiction, the only addiction i have had is a amphetamine one, and i fear thats gonna be a problem again this year (im really gonna try hard) cause at school since it does suck, i just turn to getting high, and i have a perscription to focalin and can easily get amphetamines, but i am really gonna try hard this year. its just i get bored and do shit ugh but yeah i wont go down the benzo or opiate path

 

i got mildy hooked on codeine for a little while lol
id split nurofen plus, long wayse. dont know if they split these days?
its such a nice feeling. but they no good, little own the rest...

i done oxycodone with weed, i almost crashed my car in reverse, my foot was too slow to hit the break and i almost didnt care enough. lol

i live a clean life. completly.

does lsd have to be an ongoing thing to get the benefit? i dont think so.
so thats why im clean, i just workout.
my motto, is "get big, get tanned, be the best u can"

 

Preached on this shit...Cyber High 5

 

being big and tan doesnt make you the best...it makes you one of those dick's who think they're the best just because they're big...and tan...

 

If you stop using it and you're living your life as a tool, then I would say you didn't get "the benefit".

 

seriously if ur a guy and ur not working out and shit than its pathetic.
woman dont like little guys. fact.
dont get defensive, get urself a bench press.

im not a tool thats full of him self.
im just always horny and want to fuck, and pick up woman.
and to do that u need to have muscles, and be tann.
what u look like to ladies doesnt even matter that much, the face i mean. workout and u got it made. instictivly we live in this life as men to spread our seeds. we are the hunters. woman are the gatherers, they choose one male to breed with. otherwise they are sluts.
thus the double standard. this is basic fundamental psychology. i learnt at uni this semester.

i have benefit from acid, i also have negatives from acid... its pretty much 50/50 not to sure. im not better, and im not worse. acid is not some miracle drug. its just a drug that gives u a great big trip. makes u think alot of amazing shit. thats it.

 

lol... who is this guy?? go to a bodybuilding forum if your motto is get big and tan. if you really think that women are that shallow and that all they want is a big buff guy you got a lota living to do. women look for a lot more then just muscles and being tan when it comes to choosing a mate. its usually the shallow sluts that look for these qualites in thier men.

 

so yous are givvin me shit cause iv stopped taking drugs, starting working out, and going to university. fuckin hell..

cause iv realised drugs dont help u in life. and acid is a just a trip. is it that hard to beleive?

i have a great perspective on life, and being fit and healthy is somthing i want. woman or no woman. it has taken my body a long time to get better, inside. for a long time i was very sick all the time. i even couldnt get it up. my body and mind was wrecked.

fuck acid makes people reallllly closed minded in alot of ways.
iv done acid i know. acid closed my mind in lots of ways, made me really strong in certain beleifs.

 

im not giving you shit bro.. but this isnt really the forum for you if thats whats your into. thats all im saying. if your so against drugs and what they do to your body go to a body building forum. but i think some part of you still beleives in the power of lsd or you wouldnt be here. i mean your signature is a pic of the letters L S D ...

 

man, i love you peter popper. lol.

lol, nothing ever gets past you does it i mean from the information given here i'd say that was almost exactly what was happening. so unless prone is holding back i don't see why that couldn't helpful to understanding what happened. these are universal struggles, and someone doesn't just have a hardcore freakout about losing everything unless there is a reason behind it like fear of loss or a chakra imbalance.

i'm a spiritual person, what can i say. and i believe adamantly in everything in my posts. who are you to say that i don't know anything? do you know my life? my weaknesses? my triumpths? i don't think so. it's impossible to discredit what i am saying without first understanding what i have learned. i mean if you disagree with what i'm saying then sure that's fine, but i'm not quite sure where you get off being so presumptuous.

i mean i was being presumptuous about prone's gf and now you are calling me out on it and being presumptuous about me. if that's not hypocritical then i don't know what is. maybe you should stop acting like other people couldn't possibly know the truth.

 

Guys, aren't you listening? He learnt it at uni. That shit is like straight up distilled concentrated knowledge.

 

Desos, I really don't doubt that you believe in the ideas that permeate your posts. But damn man, it gets really tedious when every single post you make has an air of superiority to it and you are going to explain to us all how the situation, whatever it may be, is to be dealt with from a eastern religious point of view. You wear your spirituality like a cloak of honor and set yourself above others in so doing. Your need to show all of us how spiritual you are causes me to question the validity of your self-awareness. Ask yourself why.
Can't you ever just discuss a topic without it being some philosophical/spiritual event ?
Dude sometimes shit happens with no spiritual significance at all.
I don't feel I'm being that presumptuous about who you are.
Actually you sound alot like I did 25 years ago. We had this discussion a while ago, I have been where you are and have searched many of the same avenues as you in a quest for truth.
What I have learned over the years and experiences is that if a person is TRULY centered and settled on their view of reality, they rarely try very hard to convince others of it. Often what I have seen is people who are very adamant about there views because they are not sure themselves.
Desos, relax, everthing doesn't have to be torn apart and analyzed to glean some spiritual truth or meaning out of it. You mention often about being in the here and now. Sometimes things just ARE, no mystery, no profound truths, no secret to be discovered.
Hell I know less and am less certain of things every day, but that is the nature of growth. If you think you are going to gain great insight and answers as you continue on your quest you will, but you open up a lot more questions in the process. When you get to the point where you can post on a topic and state " I don't know, but this is what I think" then I would respect your views more. You tend to make proclamations rather than statements, and as I asked earlier, by what authority do you make these proclamations? It may be true and right for you at this time, but only for you.

To quote Peter Gabriel;
"I'd rather trust a man who doesn't shout what he's found,
There's no need to sell if you're homeward bound
If I choose a side,
He won't take me for a ride"

 

Did you read my response? You are right in a way, and I appreciate your input. But dude, I just want to trip out and listen to music.

 

this forum is more about changing your inner self not the way you look so you can impress girls.

 

i agree with you bro.. love the alex grey on you signature to.. ive a cool pic ill post later when i get home of the exact same art work. i think youl like it!!