Ever notice when you dig someone, 9 chances outa 10 they dig on you to? Or how you can fall madly inlove with someone, and feel as if you have known them forever, after only a few short weeks? Why would we be tempted to love more than one lover, if it was wrong, and why wouldent we want to have sex with every person we see if Free love is the way of love. The conclusion ive come to, there isnt a true love, a soul mate, you find some one you can stand, make them have your kids, and share your life with them, that isnt true love, its fear of being alone, and the lust at the beginning, just your body wanting sex, nothing more, maybe im wrong, if you think so, or agree with me, let me know how you feel.
i disagree with your conclusion, but then, i am not you... you are male, right? i don't know how old you are or what experiences you have had in life, on an emotional and/or sexual level. I do know that you've done loads of acid... It sounds to me like you have a problem with real, honest intimacy... and i'm not just talking sex here... emotions come into it too. Does that sound like a fair assumption to you? I think it is sad that you think you would spend the rest of your life with someone you can stand, and i don't think she'd be too happy if she knew you were just tolerating her. I doubt she'd want to have children with you. If you have to "make" her have your kids, then that is sad too... If you have a fear of being alone, maybe you should conquer it? Yeah, sure.... your body wants sex, but what about your mind? That's why i think your present views may have something to do with a fear of intimacy.... true intimacy i mean.... you know, when someone knows you inside out and sure, there are imperfect bits but they love you nevertheless... I don't know, maybe I'm just waffling on... How old are you? and how much acid do you do? What are your personal reasons for taking acid? Relationships can be many different things... those things depend very much on the individuals involved.... but in my experience, true love DOES exist...
The only two points I agree with are: That it is peculiar how someone you are attracted to is often attracted to you as well, of all the surrounding options - guess that's what you call chemistry. And that there is not one perfect match for everyone... although, maybe for some people there is something close to it.
