I've been thinking a lot about experimenting with a girl. I have been in a relationship with my boyfriend for close to 9 years, we have a 2 year old and im starting to think maybe i am wrong for feeling like this. I have spoke to him and he understands that i want to experiment with a girl, he says he doesn't mind if i do because he also wants to experiment with a guy but to be honest it scares me. i don't know how to go about it and i am uncomfortable with my body. what do i do?
I think if you put serious thought and meditation into the issue at hand you will find the best answer for you, because I doubt if anyone here can give you the answer given what information you've stated: * You've been thinking a lot about it * But you're starting to think you're wrong for feeling this way * Your boyfriend doesn't mind that you feel this way * But the idea scares you still * You don't know how to go about it * And you are uncomfortable with your body. I haven't experienced this personally but don't jump in to doing something all willy-nilly to solve a problem that may have a better solution because making decisions while your confused about stuff like this can be shitty for you.
your feelings are natural and normal. nothing to be ashamed or scared of. if he's cool and you're interested, go for it. but maybe work on some of your insecurities first? embrace your beauty! all the beauty of the world is in you.