when you masturbate? every time i do it after someone has been in my house i feel like someone planted a camera in my room and showing it online or to my family. lol
when ever i try to masterbate i have to take down every picture in the room because i feel they are watching me...
i used to feel like that too, but somehow im perfectly comfortable now masturbating right next to a picture of my friend and i smiling at me as i go to it. lol weird isnt it.
yes i do but for pretty good reason... i live in the city, in a first floor apartment that's basically right on the street. i'm always looking over at my blinds/curtains to make sure that my cat hasn't moved or bent them, which would open me right up to the world outside plus people are walking by/hanging around at all hours of the night so i always get interrupted by some idiots yelling RIGHT outside my window at 2 AM... they probably can't see me but talk about ruining the mood...
i have a huge window right by my bed too so i try to keep my head down while i do it, im on the second floor but theres a building right next to mine and this guys window faces mine so if hes looking he can see right in my room lol can you say peep show?
Does this feeling of paranoia also turn you on? Because if so, you could get caught in an endless loop.
Ha ha ha, great start of the thread....it is not easy to have a relationship with a picture that speaks a thousand or more words. I don't have the energy for that, jerking off seems entirely useless...other than toning it down a bit.
maybe a little... imagining someone may be watching me and getting off on it. but also afraid it might be someone i know. lol might be awkward.
