who will mourn you when you're gone?

I was just tryin' to be positive...Geez.

 

i'm an asshole.... i try not to be but i loath alot....
i'm not doing what i want to do. i hate where i'm at. i take it out on other people.
and knowing these things will not stop me from doing them

 

So?

I'm an asshole, when bad shit happens to me, sometimes I take it out on the people around me.

all you can do is try to make it better.

and it's incremental as fuck.

knowing that there is a better though.

and that you're doing it.

helps.

 

thank you, that's a really sweet thing to say
how is impacting someone else's life not important?
i'm not measuring my existence on other people but if i don't play a role in other people's lives than what is the point?

 

Boofuckinhoo. Fix your life. Take control. Whining on the forums won't fix jack squat. Make yourself known. Gain some confidence. Don't take shit out on people.

 

Making yourself happy. Do what it takes to reach an inner peace. No one wants you to be happy more than you. Of course, don't be too selfish.

 

Well, there are alot of a-holes out there for whom the "impact" of your life would not matter, except to give them something to despise. Pigs.

Look out for the dogs and the pigs, people that bite and trample your treasures. They simply do not have the capacity to evaluate your worth. You've got to know your own worth, and that comes from time alone, spent doing the things you like to do, in places you like to go. Don't care so much for someone to share them with, until that happens. Unless the person sharing your treasures is worthwhile, it can only be damaging, and devalue your own experience.

People can be such pigs. iggy:

 

awesome
i love it when people dish out advice like this
tough love is all the rage
i wasn't aware of my "whining"... i was trying to be adult about it
babycakes you obviously don't know me at all, to say something like this to me

 

because they're people too

they're no more important than you

impact your own life, it will be more helpful in the long term.

 

I hope y'all would mourn for me.

In my "real life", my sister, mum, maybe dad, stepdad, and a few friends.

 

In context, take into account my first reaction to you,,

and how I now feel about you.

People change.

 

If you think that there is no point outside of 'impacting other people's lives' then you don't get it.

Impacting other people's lives is just a bonus, and you impact more lives in a more profound way when you learn to live for yourself, maybe. That doesn't matter really.

 

If you go first, May. If the internet is still with us. Yes.

 

i am a lemon, some people hate my bitterness where as some people love it
i go best with tequila

to only have family members mourn you is sad to me
i do not think it is unusual to want to impact other people's lives

a friend of mine died almost a year ago now
he was an important member of the local music scene
alot of people still miss him to this day, far beyond his family
there are many songs that have been written about him
he not only touched people, he inspired them
it is that type of brilliance that i would like to achieve

and if you care so much about me personally for creating this thread you should know that i am trying to better myself even if it is incredibly difficult considering many things you will never know about

 

The ONLY socialization I do happens here, and on a few other webforums and stuff.

I've never known how to make friends, I'd like to believe I've affected others lives (I know I've ruined jello for at least ten vegetarians, and pocky for three) but that's not important to me.

it's a subsistence level of socialization.

 

kill yourself...

 

you first

 

???

If I died, I meant.

 

the point is, that even if you aren't juniour rock star, it doesn't matter.

you can still have an impact (the jello and pocky things are kinda jokes, although I'm a touch proud of them, for sadism's sake)

socializing does fulfill a need.

but you can do it better if you love yourself.

 

I think he got it.

He just meant that he wouldn't know about it unless he were to have found out over the internet, if you passed away, that is.

I would be truly saddened. Not sure why, but anyway,,

kidding.