Lady, sounds just like I was, I was making up fights just to make them to find excuses to leave. That one night me and TCF got into on here, I loaded up my stuff, the boys and then sat in my truck... I had no place I could go and no money... it was bad. I'm better now, you need to talk about what is really bothering you. Take some time out, there is more to it, I know.
I think that's it. That's how I feel, but no outbursts. I have been very calm and supportive towards other people compared to how I normally am. I just feel like I am falling and my stomache is dropping beneath me. I can;t eat, I can;t breathe. I just don;t know what to do. I can;t digest food either. This is gross, but everythign spasims out of me and I haven;t been this weight since I was like 21. It's just crazy. My body is treating me like shit even though I am being good to it. It pisses me off.
How could it possibly have anything to do with Asperger's. And what would a pharmacologist have to do with it?
lol, it's not aspies. trust me, I would know . I am like the autism spectrum whisperer. I dated a guy with aspies and my background is in spec ed.
What do I do? I need this to end. QUOTE=Pressed_Rat;5786885]How could it possibly have anything to do with Asperger's. And what would a pharmacologist have to do with it?[/QUOTE]
Well I have aspergers and I always feel like I'm flying through space. The Cosmic Fold revealed itself to me in dreams and I awoke, endowed with strange and mysterious abilities.
The last couple of week before it was time to pack up I felt that way, hell it's how I lost a lot of weight recently, I couldn't eat though, I just felt sick, I'd lose my appetite when I'd try to eat. You have more on the back of your mind then you are letting yourself aware of, it's bottling up... if things keep going that way you'll end up how I was.
I'm goign to go take half a xanax. I just cant stand another night of feeling liek I am perpetually falling off a cliff. I just can't take it anymore. I am thiking of askign my dcotor to switch me to valium so I can take it durign the day (xanax kicks my ass).