salvia tease...

anyone else ever get the sensation that the whole expireince is taunting you as if to say...."we have a secret here, but we're not going to tell you...maybe if you keep trying, lol"

maybe its just me, but i find our ladys sence of humor to be a bit dark.

its been along time since iv been back there, but im thinking about re-introducing myself.

 

Actualy Yes..
On a few of my salvia trips i have been visited by spirits who call me, asking me to join them on "the other side" However this is seems always to be just out of reach, ususally because higher doses of salvia lead me to becoming completley immoblilzed, or the trip dosent last long enough for me to get properly aquainted with my surroundings.

 

that's interesting. i never was taunted or teased, the times i've heard sal she was calmly inviting me and i could feel her smile, her smile was me.

 

i entered the salvia dimension with a deep respect for the entities there. you have to acknowledge their uncontested power. i found that once i had lowered myself before them they let me rise to their level, and listened to my bidding.

 

Salvia doesn't seem to tease me. More 'I'm going to show you something and your NOT going to like it'.

 

She told me the fatal secret and then it was time to die.

 

It's funny you mention "fatal secret" because I've always felt there was a simple but true fact to life that if known, would cause immediate death. Is that what you are talking about?

 

I suppose so, although I wasn't really talking about physical death.

 

i think its about time i get a plant growin, one to take care of and visit every once in a while. i havent tried salvia for at least 5 years now. id like to think id get more out of it these days, but even if i dont, i oughta keep more houseplants. winters are long round here. lol

 

my last trip i feel as though i reached it.

i totally know what your saying, she's teasing you almost.

 

It's a mirror you are inviting them in and it's hard to exercise restraint and authority.

 

I think that you're looking for answers where there are none. The reason why other psychedelics are so great for that sort of thing is because they help put us in touch with ourselves and our true emotions. My thoughts and emotions on salvia are anything but my own, my brain is whacked and twisted to hell and I'm hallucinating like mad, I'm not going to do any self-learning or have any epiphanies like that.

 

well, i just got a pretty healthy plant given to me by a freind. im gonna keep er around for a while as a new house resident, before i hit the hyperdrive button again. im sure ill be back around this forum in the future.

 

Its all a big fucking joke.

 

its a test of your desires and humanness, as many have said before, true knowledge comes when one discontinues their search for it