Needles needles sum merge just under my skin i can feel the pressures poisons flow within substance consumed merging to my heart all the way to the end i can feel it from the start slowly changing substance takes its toll i begin to let loose i begin to loose my soul mind affected feelings astray i drift from reality i fall far away i try to numb the pain i drift far from my path all seems at ease reminded of the past things are all right its not as it seems conscience affected iv slipped into a dream constructed of my desire built upon my will i will protect my true self lock stronger than steel deep down inside someone holds the key the will to let me live the will to let me be free all i need is understanding freedom from my path someone to be their the eyes behind my back seeing what i miss guidance along the way back to reality illusion drifts away substance drained the freedom of release i take in the fear of life i fall to my knees a tear falls astray seeping from my face it is at this time I'll accept my place no more needles no damage to my soul the reality of my past no paying the toll the acceptance of the future strongest of faith the grace of the winds all will fall in place it is in this day i sure hope to die soul drifting deep into the sky
so this poem is not about drugs. it's about the poisons of life. such as regret, passion, etc.. funny how the both of them substance or conscience could push a person over the edge
t/y, this is really old work. i wrpte it like 4yrs ago. i have so many of them. just found this spot to share them. i will have some more up soon. new work. they just take time. sometimes its the only way i can truly be free within myself.
