when does it stop hurting?:(

wow thats sad. I normally have bud and some times when i run out its not a big deal. you should not be fiending for something such as bud

 

people fiend for less.. ever seen a coffee freak not get their coffee.. or a nicotine addict not get their cigs... it all depends on how much it effects your daily life

 

what should i be fiending for crack?

whats sad is that stoners apparently take shit so seriously....

i miss something i've always done, its really not that big of a deal. thread was made on a particularly bad day *shrugs*

 

that's lame. military... honorable yes, lack of freedom, yes. It's caring of you to give up ganja coz ur hubby had to. perhaps too caring. fuck that shit, i'd still be smoking bubblers. ur husband wouldn't care that much imo but what do i know. if he knows it makes u happy, y wudn't he want u 2 be happy

 

im happy to report i have opportunity to get some this weekend, but have been dealing remarkably well the last few days and think maybe i should just let it go....

i say that now, but i'll probably still get it cause i cant resist the urge and then will be back bitchin about it in a few weeks

 

that's good to hear mary, i am embarking on a week or 2 break for various reasons, i have bud...im going to save it just in case...but i think this will be good for me

 

pffffft.

Get the dope! :sifone:

 

haha..yeah, I am in the same boat..it has been a few weeks and I like this little streak I got going..but, I still would like to smoke a little bit..guess I will see..your doing good imo

 

dazed you need to just cool it
not to get into the argument, cuz i like peace as love as much as the next guy, but mary is just bitching on a forum. maybe she's a sweetheart in real life

mary, i say good luck on quitting. i'm not quitting, so much as trying to cut back b/c i know i fail at quitting
and i definitely feel you. the longest break i've had lately (like the last year maybe) was 12 days! obviously not a lot, but kinda a lot for a pothead

for me, the worst was the first couple of days. i was really cranky, and actually had trouble sleeping due to night sweats, and my stomach felt upset all day...that was the worst "withdrawl" i've ever felt and it made me feel bad for real addicts.

so if you can hold out, don't get the bag this weekend. but that would be better than resorting to grinder dust and resin. and i've resorted to resin and scraping my grinder many times, but only when i couldn't get weed
so if you broke your break that way, you should just get weed:sifone:

but really, quit if you want (or quit for an indefinite peroid of time - as long as you can or want)

 

forget to add this

i agree
i don't really want to quit
but i have half way wanted to for a few years
i just don't know if i have the self control to not smoke, cuz the other half of me really likes it
so i'll quit for a little while (sometimes a week, maybe two, rarely for a month, maybe just a couple days) but i'll always smoke again

just like TNS said, once a pothead always a pothead

i dunno if i'll ever fully want to quit, or ever have the control to do so. and even if i quit for a few years, and i'm an old dude, i'll probably hit it again around a campfire or something.

i like having some of the RT-ers in here
cuz now i can read what they have to say without actually having to go in RT
shit is too busy there. i can't keep up.

 

i choose to not quit, because i love it, im happy though to see that life isn't horrible without it...ya know? im grateful to have learned that even though there were some rough days(i know what you're all saying about the sleep thing, i used to go to bed by 10 every night from being burnt, but now im up well until midnight or later) I still was able to not only function but with a smile on my face most of the time....

if and when i run out again it wont be so bad, its been a good lesson in life..

but fuck am i going to get so stupidly baked this weekend!!!:sifone:

 

so does the hubby know?

 

i find that its easier to take a break if ive dropped some acid recently

 

good point

 

yes porkstock, he inadvertently found out about it....when we got to regina that night i pretty much straight to my sources house, since she's a scatter brain it took a long time and blew my cover of going to the liquor store and supermarket....

i dont smoke around him, or even let it be known if and when i do smoke, but i feel guilty about it now and havent smoked much cause he seemed so sad and disapointed about it.

i didnt even smoke for the first 4 days i had it and then decided on friday morning to wake n bake completely forgetting about a change of command parade that i was to attend so i went to this big fuckin ceremony blitzed out of my mind and was really uncomfortable...then when i got home his fuckin dad showed up, who we havent seen in a couple years.....talk about buzz kill

 

anything can be addictive, other substances have different addictions. Weed youll get cravings because your bodys not used to not having it after daily use for a long time, where as in crack the high is half of the addiction. if you ever seen crackheads notice how they jus keep haulin till theyr out n still want more.