Well you guys def made me feel alittle bit better about my 'addiction' or habit whatever you want to call it. I thought I had a pretty bad problem. I do a 30mg oxy maybe 2 or 3 times a week, I do half in the morning and half at night. Thats alot compared to 6 months ago I could eat 1/4 at a time and feel great. I don't snort or shoot, I only eat them, I've been called an 'idiot' because I eat them lol. But the weird thing about these things is, when I come off them, I only crave them. I have never gotten withdrawls like feeling queezy, not being able to sleep, sweating profusely etc... Anyways, tomorrow I'm getting one more 30 in the morning and that is going to be my last oxy for at least a week or two. Honestly I'd really like to stop eatting them altogether but not having a job and no school right now is just TOO damn boring. Anyone have that problem? Eatting them (or taking them, w/e your route) just because you are so god damn bored? Like when I'm working or in school I usually take 2 10mg hydro's a week and an oxy MAYBE once a month. But now I can't even feel a 10mg which sucks :toetap05:
u are the only one that can realize if u have a problem or not, denial is the first step, a delusional denial.
See thats the thing! I've been fighting with myself to see if I have a problem. I know its not good to eat them trust me I know that. But in my mind (probably the wrong idea) if I can stop, then to me, I don't have a problem. I mean I would LOVE to eat them every single day, and I have the money too. I've been on... 3 day binges where I eat one a day. But I've always stopped which I guess is my own way of denying that I have a problem. Like my buddy, he'll go on 2-3 binges where thats all he does is snort 2-3 30's a day and he can't stop, he'll get super bad withdrawls. Basically I just want to keep my pill habit as a habit. The only bad thing is I haven't stopped for a over month since my surgeries in April of 08'. Maybe I should stop for a month when college starts back up, that would def prove to myself that I'm not addicted! Lol these things are the DEVIL. :cheers2:
stop while you can man cause once you cross that line its hard to get back to the straight side. Shit man i have been struggling with it for years, lost a lot of friends, almost my marraige, just so i didnt have to detox. The w/d are the worst, and if your not feeling them yet, down the road you will. Or you could go the other route, you say you got money, fuck it rock out hard, start snorting them bitches, move up to some 80 mg and have some real fun.....its your life bro just enjoy it
Lol 30mg 2-3 times a week? you gotta be kidding me. You thought you had a problem? WTF?!?!? At that dosage, you can stop whenever you want, its a fuckin miracle you're getting high off that. We got people here like Bluez who can take 700mg of oxy at once, enough to kill like 3 or 4 of us. Now he cant just stop taking oxy whenever he wants, well he could but he'd have to pay hell you got nothing to worry about pal.
idk kilo there are varying levels of addiction, just cuz he does a low amount dosent rule out the mental aspect of addiction if he dosent have physical symptoms.
Always_Sublime said: stop while you can man cause once you cross that line its hard to get back to the straight side Couldn't agree anymore,once you cross that line everything changes for the worse.You think being sick from using for 2-3 days is bad? Just wait it gets way worse.You don't have to listen to me but I'd take a break for a couple months,or even quit all together-yeah right lol.But I speak from experience it just will keep getting worse.
exactly. Unless you're doing like 80mg or more A DAY, you dont got a thing to worry about. 15mg wont even alleviate a headache for me probably..
If you are "fighting with yourself to see if I have a problem" its time to stop. Your usage is fairly low, but, the concern you have is you starting to feel that you might have a problem stopping. You've tasted the allure and pull that opiates have. Your issues right now are very low, but they are will only get worse if you continue. If you want to stop, the best time is now.
Well I've done PK's for quite a while. I used to have arthritus and I've had multiple surgerys and broken bones, torn ligaments, etc... I'm addicted to motorcycles so getting hurt is inevitable. Getting sick when quitting, I've never gotten withdraws. I do stop for a week every now and then but I do like having one every now and then to get away and have a good night. The most I got from 'withdraws', I had bad gas (thats what it felt like) for like 10 hours, but that could of ben food I ate. I'm very lucky I don't have a big habit, I couldn't afford it for one thing lol. I NEVER snort them either which I think is a big part of it, I always eat. But like I said you guys def made me feel better about my habit, I do not mena that in a dickhead way at all so don't take it that way. And yes I break them in half so 15mg. I actually am on one right now and I keep going crosseyed like I'm nodding off. I feell so good.
Really, anyone can stop when they want to, with varying degrees of difficulty. I can still get high off of 15mg of Oxy. :hurray:
15 mg got me high for the first couple times and after that it was on and cracking with my tolerance continually going up and up. Even when I have stoppedfor several months and start using again my tolerance is still pretty high. It will never go back to what it was before I took my first opie. It makes me sad to think about
im gonna have to agree with kilo. i don't think you have anything to worry about at the moment bud. i would hardly even call your use a "habit" but i guess its your call. nobody can be as sure as yourself.
