if this forum were a party...

bought a psychodelic vw headed to the national forrewst a month early for a gathering...wandered aimlessly all month with no idea at all where the gatheting was in an 800 square miles wildernerss then decided to just park in this nice spot a few days... 2 days later the very 1st kitchen parks right next to9 us...purely by instinct i parked right at the trail head...after a month wandering lost and clueless i found the 1 spot the size of a parkingf space inb an 800 square mile forrest
..

the whole time in the woods was such sweet bliss

 

shhhh everybody dont feed the beast..he'll get bored and go play with himself if u leave him alone


kids these days..wtf is wrong with em

 

lol you're probly the one who has to play with himself and had one of your martial arts expert buddies show you how

i thought you were done responding to me

 

Sounds cool. You seem like you have a nice life.

 

SE man you talk dude but you dont even know what happened and your talking this lame shit about people who you know who can fight good but its not you so who cares? what would you do dude seriously man just stop bringing fighting into it and saying that you tried to stop the fight between me and someone else and that pat jumped in for me to gang you cause I didn't respond to enjoy after his last post so ye man I dunno what your sayin but quit the shit its the internet and none of us are ever going to fight. I said if it were a party id like to hit enjoy cause hes a lame who runs his mouth online other than that dont include me for any of your aruging about your MMA career

 

oh i got a great life full of experiences way beyond what most people would have.. i mean every momment isnt perfect..i have whole months that suck..but in general i wouldnt ever change a thi8ng..
(and btw did you just hear someone talking to me? if so, let em know noones responding)
as i was saying

ive really been blessed..i know some of the nicest most amaxzing brilliat and generaouse people in the worlod.. i jhave some of the best freinds u could hope for.. as well as more freinds then i can even begion to count
hell my best freind just bought a house so i can go live with her and ..weell i just have tyue best most amazing freinds in the world

and the experiences.. damn.. if i tried to tell ya even justy the most important mopst amazing oners i think id probly be talking till i died
in fact i think ive been intenjtionaly boring alot the last few years just cause its all getting t9o be lil too much

oh nd damn the love and respect i get (except on this site) is beyond unbelievable youd think cops and polititions and the like would look down on a crazy dreadhead like me but just the opposite is true in general..
and back in my old hood even the theives crackheads and junkies would treat me very well..in fact, i lived in the worse hood around for 10 years and never locked my door once.. and could leave my drum out in an abandoned lot in crackitown (an area known by the locals as the gut, or the bottoms) for weeks at a time and mnoone would dare mess with it..hell when a crachead stole a cd not knowing it was mine the otherr crackheads got it back for me and he opoligized rprefusely saying jhe didnt know it was mine 2 days later he droped by and gave me a laptop to make up for it (it never worked right though and was a mac so i gafe it back)


up untill a certain asshole on this site started telling lies about me i used to get more calls from forumers then anyone..quite a few still call regularly, but just not as many as before
a few came to visdit though..

rambling outtas control ..my point is yea i have a wonderful life in general
i could sometime tell ya few stories bout sa few experiences that can only be called magical..

 

Argh.

 

god dasmn it all of yas whyo the fuck cares who can fight? fighting proves nothing.. who can love the most? come on lets have a battle fought with love
there that would be the challenge now wouldnt it?

is it realloy easier to beat uyp everyone you know then it is to get along?


this is soooo pathetic

 

I'm hopin' I have such a satisfying life. I'm sure being able to sit there and recall all those awesome memories feels just great. I gotta say, You've made me realize that I am not living to the full potential I should be, you know? I basically sit here all day and just wait for the next day...and I've now noticed that isn't the way it is meant to be!

I'd love to hear you ramble on about stories

not tonight though...er, this morning. It is 3:36 a.m. here.....and although I'm not tired now, I know I will be in the morning

 

I guess

 

love is just a chemical raction within the brain
similar to craving chocolate

you're the man al pacino

 

ok SE I think you are right with most things

but for the sake of honesty Ill be blunt, while you may know a lot, sometimes your views, from what I can gather from your posts dont know about in reality, seem narrow in their umm openness, I could use several examples but Ill just use one that i think didnt end in a discussion... though I was sarcastic in my response.... your response to alcohol, while you, understandably, dislike postesr who just drop by to beat down a certain subject with no other particular reason, did just that, nad while this may be your views you could have ummmm put them in a nicer way instead of saying those of us who enjoy drinkng regulary are idiotic assholes... and sometimes the tone of your posts seems preachy and to be honest (no I am not Frank im B) sometimes sound like propaganda....

just speaking my mind

edit: damn I write too slow, and also SE I think you should listen to what jim was trying to tell you several times I think



and also the above response would have been much better and well although I hate the word more mature if you omitted the confirming your could shoulder umm silent treatment.... you could just have ingnored him wihtout saying alound you are ignoring him

anyways just needed to say this to let you know what my selffromed impression was
I still respect you though it just gets annoying sometimes

 

There is music playing in my house. I don't know where it is coming from....



Anyway, well actually this comment has no purpose.
Oh wait, yes it does!

^you REALLY do prove everything wrong. I dont know how you even make sense sometimes.


Oh, and speaking of Al Pacino, I REALLY want to watch Dog Day Afternoon.

 

neither do I

but alas I do... dont I?

 

I think so.
Well, I think I think so.

 

honnestly the past few years i havent been either ive bneen doingf the same letting days go by with no meanning at all
hell too many days like today wasted just haviung my energyt sucked for the mindless entertainmment of total assholes

but been working on a plan to really shifty my life back intoi a higher gear then its been in begfore and its taken over a year buit ..in weeks the whole things comming togetyher

(just i dunno why im even going back to this topic just popped to mind)by thidss time next year iu'll be back to doing 20+ miles a day anmd climbing mountains for months at a time so ill be back in the shape i was in couple years ago when i useed to let freinds whgo had aggressions to take put just wail on my shoulder with all theyre might because it was likew steel and literaly could not hurt me (even with a 2x4) (not bragging just a fact i never intentionaly tried getting muscles, just my lifestyle caused it..and it sucked bad..the extreme effort to climb mountains in a wheelchair made them like steel, but also hurt like hell ..id be 1 massive knot) ..like if a freind was angry for some reason i let them pound on ke awhile and thayred relax.. it would also be great therapy for those who are self destructive, instead of letting thjem cut or otherwise selkf harm 10 minutes pounding on a shoulder with all theyre might worked wonders
i was talking bout something else tho right? oh yea..plans for the year and beyond..

well.. we are going to take that saying "follow your bliss" quite literaly

 

I take it I will not get a response for my non agressive at least decently expressed comment

am I?

 

I feel like I am wasting away. I REALLY want school to start. I miss it.

=D

 

wait, was mine not good enough for you?!?!

 

I dont... when school start I will have school form 7 to 3 and work from 5 to 12 no free time except weekends before 5 and mondays after 3 ..... its gonna suck