so damn bored

has anyone else here been dry as shit and they are jsut so damn bored constantly......all the f'n time liek me?
i been dry for almost a month and i have been so bored. there is nothing to do in my town..nothing....ive seen all the good movies out and a couple of the sucky ones...ive rented all these movies but they jsut end up being about drugs and it jsut makes me want to smoke and watch them. i want some weed damnit.

 

A month? damn,sorry man...

I been dry for 2 days and I'm gettin ansy.. Been goin' on resin..Eww..Ah, well only 1 more night, finally I'm definately picking up some highgrades tomorrow that I been waiting for...Hopefully Haze or Diesel...

Fuckin' dry spells in between harvests suck.



Here, this one's for you..

Harvested about a month ago, all done now =(

 

very nice buds, very nice

 

that looks so damn yummy

 

hey join the club........ even i am home from college n dude it's just too fucking borin ova here. have been clean for over a month now n it's really harrowing as i am used to smoking pot everyday back in college. watched a couple of movies n that's the best way to pass time. try watchin fear n loathing in las vegas, u will be amazed by the amount of drugs they do, one fuckin wild movie.

 

thats so funny u said that dude i watched it for the first time last night

 

what did you used to do befoe you found marijuana?

 

Exactly. You don't need drugs to have fun. Just get your mind off it: get a book and read it. Exercise (burns off restless energy and makes you look/feel good), take a walk with some headphones and good music (or not if you like listening to nature), do something artistic, like writing, painting, drawing, whatever. There's lots of things to do, besides just zoning out to TV or movies. Maybe if you stop stressing over weed so much and get your mind off it, it will turn out that you end up with a connection. Things tend to show up when you aren't looking for them, funny how that works.

 

i used to watch the a team, an night wolf too. before i found draw an started sniffin glue.........rollerdisco!

lol i guess u have got to of heard the goldie lookin chain song-roller disco to get the joke

man im just full of glc quotes

 

I smoke about every weekend. I can easily not smoke for a few months but if its offered to me, I usually do take it. Marijuana isnt needed for fun. The majority of my days are spent reading various forums and chilling with friends. Just go and hang out with someone, play video games, work out. There is a lot of other things to do than smoke. A lot better things to do than smoke.

 

i get you guys but still

i ahve been working out constantly and been drawing and reading and listening to music
but everyday its the same thing

get up and do HW (im homeschool)
listen to music
eat
be bored
eat
work out
be bored
read ( im a stephen king addict )
go to sleep

i think the base of my depression is from not having friends in the area
everyone who lives by me is a douche to put it nicely and wouldnt do anything remotely bad. i wish i had a damn car.......im in the process of getting my license....but liek i talk on the phoen to my friends in VA evreyday and its so depressing cuz they smoke like an 8th or more EVERYDAY
and i just miss smoking weed so damn much..and i had plans to get some but they just arent working out...my mom caught me with percocets that i was gonna exchange a friend for bud and now when my dad gets home today im gonna get grounded 4 ever cuz she thinks i was gonna take em to get fucked up. and since my dumbass dad believes that if its illegal then it can kill you then im gonna prolly get my ass beat too....well hell try but i cracked one of his ribs last time he tried to belt me (blackbelts really come in handy when ur dads an asshole) so what i think is he is jsut gonna make me sleep on the back porch tonight and then ill be grounded 4 ever so basically this blows. i want some damn reefer so bad and so far my plans to get it have failed..
1. thru my friend in exchange for percs....failed
2. ordering online...failed cuz i cant figure a secure way to do it
3. i smelled it on a lady who owns a clothes shop but i went there today after the dentist and it was closed....so failed
4. get it froma reliable source in arlington...3 hours away and i got no car....failed
im goin stir crazy here...

 

Just keep your head up and something will come your way. When i moved to TX a few months ago i felt the exact same way....now i've made couple friends and shit. It still sucks but you can only work with what you have in front of you....even if it is an empty bag of weed. If shit goes through tonight I'll turn my empty bag into an 8th.....been dry for almost a week now.

 

In what town do you live? I used to hang out in El Paso on an Army Base where my sister and Brother-In-Law lived, and I have to say that it's the worst place I've ever lived. Either way, it's not that hard to make friends man. Even without friends, there has to be some rock shows or something going on. Even having lived in Iowa for 3 years I've found stuff to do. Most of the "rock" shows here are really heavy metal, so that's not really worth it, but I just go walk around. Driving around it a waste of gas, and is just boring anyway. But, I realize that living in Texas, the woods aren't as lush, or large as they are in Eugene, or Redwood County, but I'm sure there are some nice forresty areas there anyway. Movies about bud are probably your worst bet, especially if you're as attached to the drug as you seem to be.

You should take up an instrument, or get a job if you don't already have one. When I have nothing to do I just put on the stereo and jam out, or just sit and listen for hours. Or I just listen to music until I fall asleep, nap for as long as that takes, then wake up, do the same, practice a bit, then probably doze off again. lol Unlike most people, I like just sitting around listening to music and dozing off. Besides that, sleep is good for you; keeps ya healthy. It helps block seratonin, so it'll keep you happy. Remember when you were a little kid and you just fell asleep whenever? heh, this is why you were so damned happy all the time. You should try putting on a good album and dozing off when you have nothing to do. Relying on any substance will invariably lead to a psychological addiction that you will be hard put to defeat.

 

I agree with musicman, try going to a rock show, lots of kids smoke there. At the movies, if it is a stoner movie, go up to people about ur age that look like they smoke and ask.

 

nooooooooooooo i didnt get my package today

another dry night for me T_T

i feel your pain jointman!

 

Ever talk to your parents about letting you go to public schools?

You know, you sound lonely more than anything. Are there any after school clubs at the local public schools you might be into? You might not have to go to the school to belong to one, i mean, it is public school. I don't know what youre interested in or what's available (clubs, community centers, etc) but you could look around. Not everyone that looks straight edge is straight edge, so maybe you'll find some friends there that smoke or know people that do.

Anyways, maybe you need to get outside more. Your day sounds like a lot of inside stuff. Go outside to read. Go to a park or something, find a place with walking trails. Maybe take up birdwatching. May sound lame but when you have nothing else to do, it's a good way to burn time and connect with nature. But being outdoors is good for the health, mentally and physically, and so is walking.

 

I smoked a lot before this summer but then I went to this amazing arts camp for 8 weeks and took a break...that was really hard. I came back and did it a lot at the end of August and early September but haven't had any since...only because I don't have enough $ to buy anymore. I usually just bum off my friends, but I haven't gone out with the pot smoking ones for a while. I want some SO badly right now, man...

 

fuck all this man, the fact is that nothing will interest you, since you have fallen into the pothead trap. the only thing you can do it get more weed! its the sorry truth. otherise, you jsut have to live wihtout it until you forget what its like, and then forget about it altogether. but that will prolly take forever.

my best suggestion is to, as musicman said, start an instrument. or two.

 

Poor Marijuana addicts! heh. They happen everyday. It's all a matter of self-discipline. Sure, we could all be psychological 'addicts', but it's unhealthy and isn't practical in our world. I mean, if I become a rock star, or if I were another person who no real obligation, I'd smoke all day long, but you simply can't afford to live that way,... not as a layman. Even then, I don't know. That would be way too much pot. You'd also become incredibly lame. No one but huge potheads would want to hang out with you. You've got to find a few other interests and a comfortable medium. You can be a Marijuana fiend, so long as you have the money and hook ups all the time, and as long as you incorperate the smoking into other interests, like getting high then playing guitar/jamming out, getting high then surfing, getting high then walking in nature with a friend, getting high then reading a book, but if Marijuana becomes the activity you've got a problem, really.

Being high can be an activity in itself, especially late at night, for me, but it can't become the activity to you. Marijuana is the means, not the ends. It's the doorway to another way of thinking and another way of being. But, I, too, am guilty to some extent of letting Marijuana alter my personality. I'm a much happier and therefore different person when high, or when I've been high a few days before. It's hard to stop smoking entirely for that reason. You miss the way you know you can see the world and let's face it, in the words of Ozzy and Tony Iommi "sobriety sucks!".

 

That's right man. I have rules, sort of. I generally don't smoke more than twice a week. I also never use it if I'm feeling down or if I feel like I NEED to smoke. I figure if that's the case, I have some issues that I shouldn't be suppressing. I love weed, but I don't want it to own me. Weed is a good complement to daily life, something to use now and then, but I wouldn't want to always be high. Even on those really nice days when you think "man, today would be great if I was high," I tend to think to myself "yeah, but it's great this way too."