Feeling much more awake on a psychic and spiritual level

I've always had very unique spiritual beliefs, I personally hate the word "Psychic" just because of all the fraudsters about using the word with false meaning. However, I am inexperienced spiritually, and have not made enough positive use of my interest in all things spiritual yet.

Recently though, I tried Ketamine for the first time. I decided I liked it, but I was more interested in the K-Hole experience, as I'd been told it was truly useful. So throughout a day I took about 200mg to make the day fun and interesting, and then I did the remaining 200mg that I had in one go, which is when I left the world behind..

I felt I was part of a singular conscience, it was as if everyone who had lived and died was there, and everything was possible and was occurring all at once, time was not in sequence, and even stood still. The experience was both the most scary (at first. I really did think I had died, and I felt all of the regret I'd ever felt in my life all at once) and most enjoyable (Every feeling of pleasure I had ever experienced happened to me again all at once) one I have ever had, so I tip my hat to Ketamine.

Anyway, since then (Last tuesday) I have felt very different. I feel like my old mind is a tiny pinprick in comparison to what my mind is now. It's like a vast space has been opened, and yet I don't have anything to fill it with yet. One thing I have noticed is I have an extreme desire to become more spiritually (or psychically if you prefer that term) active. I feel this "space" needs to be filled in this way.

I was wondering if anyone else here had a similar "Awakening" experience? If so, what did you learn from it, or how did it change your life?

-Matt

 

My mind was opened by a peyote experience. I was with two friends when I was 20. I felt that everything that happened was just as it was meant to be, all the time, and that there was an incomprehensibly huge force or awareness that was behind everything. My friends and I also experienced telekinesis, psychic awareness, and mind-melding.

After the peyote wore off I realized I needed to achieve this same kind of experience again - without the help of chemicals. Eventually, many years later, I succeeded.

 

LSD helped me a little bit, but not nearly as much because I did not intend for any self discovery to happen or make time for it.

I discovered my spiritual path when I randomly started talking to one of my friends, who happened to be a Wiccan, about Wicca, and found my own way from there.

 

I have the same feeling. Drugs are a catalyst rather than a tool, the tool is the mind . I'm interested in learning more. I am going to take another K-Hole dose tonight, but this time I'm going to do it with the sole intention of a spiritual experience, and I will see if I learn anything new.

-Matt

 

Keep us posted Matt...I find this very interesting. I have always discounted any spiritual experience I have had using drugs. I've always wanted the experience in the raw so to speak. Then I know for sure. But lately...lol...I feel drawn to try maybe some peyote? idk...I've also heard of a tea you can make and I don't think the herb is illegal...yet! Can't remember the name of it though. I'll check out the psychedelics.

 

Salvia Divinorum is the name of the herb.

 

It's incredibly intense, and might be a little strong to take your first trip on, but still worth it.
At least when smoked, never had it in tea.

 

Spiritualist...can you share that experience with us? your experience with salvia...thanks.

 

Sure. I was kinda stoned already and was hanging around my dealers house, with him and his ball-trippin' dad. My friend M took a parachute of 10x we had bought from a less-than-reputable convienience store.

In about 30 seconds he was laughing and staring at everything in amazement. His pupils fluctuated sizes several times throughout the following 7 or so minutes. He came down and had a bit of trouble talking trying to rapidly tell a detailed report of his trip.. Since nobody really likes listening to him talk like he does, We all take Parachutes in turn.

As my friends start to trip out, I stare at the Television.. Any second now...

I waited about 5 minutes and gave up, watched my friends have a crazy trip, and then come down all with amazed looks on their faces.

 

All I can say to any of you prepared to try this sacred plant is to respect it in thought, action, and intention.
She is a wrathful goddess, but if your heart is pure, she can show you the way.



THE way.

 

Salvia i have had some of the most divine moments of my life breaking through on it, but everything is just so out of control when your'e on it to get any real psychic use out of it. Unless the beings you come across on it are real, and it actually is a real demension which would be something.
LSD is the best psychic tool though I wish to god that i can train myself to use my brain to the extent that i am able to under it's influence but it seems almost impossible. But i know, that is the attitude that would get me nowhere i just need to keep believing that its possible and train to get where i want to in the psychic/spiritual world.

 

lsd mushroms and mescaline changed my life its been 30years scince my first trip and i never went back to "Normal" i always feel superior-special--i quit construction for years cas mescaline told me humans were cancer of the earth and showed me breaking ground for making foundations and using cut trees for buildinghouses the experience was so powerful that i quit working and sold pot acid mushrooms and mescaline for years refused to hurt the earth any way i could--felt bad when i had to drive tried to recycle everything--just tried to be a good person without harming the earth as much as i could--wish i could have stayed that way forever--but the bad drugs speed heroin pills all put a damper on my beauty now im pretty close to normal but still go out of my way to be as good as possible to the earth--money has been my downfall seems everything i have to do for money hurts the earth in some way--wish i was a musician or some kind of artist---doing something besides being cancer of the earth---basic rant is ive felt this way for 30 years now--once u have that life changeing experience even if you dont follow it properly u know when u do wrong and know in your heart whats right--which is why growing and dealing pot and mushrooms seems right to me although im not there where i should be---thats not being a loser its being enlightened---thats IMO and ii feel its right to my soul---end

 

Pshh It doesn't make much difference what we do to the earth at this point. People are just going to repopulate and the numbers are going to multiply over and over until the earth is one big shit hole. For every person that wants to be conservative there is 50 people who don't care.
Not saying i'm one of those people that promotes turning the world to hell i do whatever i can to recycle and never litter and shit but i'm just saying as time goes on the worlds fucked because of us and it only won't get too much worse if people start realizing what has to be done on their part. I just don't think it's very likely.

 

yeah but one pandemic wiping a quater to half the population of the earth would put everything right again---terrible thought but dec21 2011 is coming and maybe there is some hope for the Earth the real living being not the billions of bugs who actually think we are the be all end all of everything---just ta rant id hate to see my family die to save the Earth but something drastic needs to happen or the Earth will die and the Earth is more important than the people raping it--IMO

 

I completely agree i hope half the world dies. I'm not even being sarcastic. Though i don't believe 2011 is going to be anything but anything could happen.

 

Do you really comprehend what you just said?
I having a hard time believing that a person who just openly wished to be able to train his brain in order to experience more psychic phenomenon actually typed "i hope half the world dies"
Let me guess though, that half won't include you or anybody you care about right?
Until you have felt the pain and suffering of half the world dying, of all those lives extinguished, of all those souls crying out in half-finished pain, of all those ties being cut, please, never utter anything like what you have just said again. Don't even think it.
And when you have felt that pain, I guarantee that you will be shamed that you ever even thought such a thing.

 

To describe humanity as a cancer upon the earth and the rapist of nature is illogical.
We are just as much a part of nature as anything else on this planet. Nature itself (through spirit) allowed us to progress to the point where we are at. How can you blame us for what we are in contrast to a devotion to nature? We are tied in with nature. Nature is nothing more than the outer manifestation of mind anyways, and while it is admirable to treat it with respect, this should not be the center of your attention. This entire New Age Gaia is our God movement misses the point entirely...

 

Yes i know what i said. And i agree with master cylinder it would suck to die and for loved ones to die but it'd be worth it to save earth. People are nature mabey but they are turning the planet into something that is not nature.

 

That is impossible.
How is the planet not nature, and how are we not nature?
Humanity isn't perfect, but any plan for reconciliation that calls for the destruction of half the world's people is just wrong.
We have come far. Regressing back to the stone age isn't the answer.

 

Well mabey its considered "nature" technically, but that doesn't mean its not wrong and self mutilating our own planet. The more people there are, the more we repopulate, the more our planet gets polluted and used up of resources.
I don't know what else the answer should be, since people are multiplied by more and more every day this planet isn't big enough. Mabey they should outlaw sex but i don't see that happening.