Is it so wrong to want a family/friends that I can call my own? People that will love me and be there for me because they want to, and not because they feel obligated to? Is it so wrong for me to want to feel loved? To be loved? Is it so wrong to want to be able to pick up the phone and call someone just because, not because I want something, but just because I want to hear their voice and see how they are doing? Is it so wrong to want to be able to just write a letter/email to a family member or friend because I thought about them today and not get negative feedback? Is it so wrong to want a close knit group that you feel connected to, that you can talk about anything with? I am so tired of being lonely. I am so tired of only being talked to when someone thinks I can do something for them. I just want a group of friends to call my own. I don't care if they live in my state or Japan, just someone(s) that would care about me. I want someone to write to, to be able to call or IM to chat to. Is it really too much to ask to want a stable something to hold on to?
That is probably easy for you to say because you are not living in a bullshit small town in Alabama where 85% of the population down here has rebel flags on their shirts, cars, houses, and tattooed on their bodies. Those are not the kind of people that I want to approach or even become friends with if they can display their hatred so prominently. I am an open minded person and they judge me before they even get the chance to know me because of the color of my skin.
You are not asking for alot at all. The problem is you can' make people do anything. One day these things will happen and you won't even know it. Maybe even you have someone like this but don't even want to notice them. You'll find it.
No, I don't want to make anybody do these things. I was just posting a random rant. I am a very perceptive person, and I can honestly say that there is no one in my life like but my mother, and she is spread really thin. I guess this is more of a rant then a random thought. Only problem is, there isn't a rant forum.
"Sweet Home Alabama" was a sarcastic jester made by me. I didn't mean it literally. And it is not just so easy to 'get up and' move when you are in your twenties and have two children to think about. Plus, I would have to go through the motions of either selling or renting out my house. Like I said before, it was just a rant on my part.
I was being sarcastic as well. Sorry to offend you. Most of the people here do actually care about others with a little of sarcasim thrown in with it. If you need someone to talk to, you have come to the right place. Welcome to Hip Forums...............
No need to be sorry, no offense was taken. I promise. I like it here at the forums. I have really enjoyed posting and participating in the discussions.
