i wanna die

I've done as many as 4 hits and I always knew where I was and what was going on. Even at its most intense, when a feeling of panic slowly built from nothing until it became an unbearable shockwave through my enire body and vanished the next second. I would imagine that if you did a lot more than that you would become so confused that you didn't know where you were, and you could even lose your identity temporarily, as you seem to want.

I don't recommend high doses though. The more you do, the more impact it has on your mind afterwards. The reason why people say that acid is more intense than mushrooms isn't because you get more disoriented and are further from reality, mushrooms are more of a trip, it's because of what it does to your emotions. While mushrooms is mostly light and bubbly, acid is a thick and heavy feeling. All of your emotions are intensified and it's a very draining experience. Well worth it though if you're the introspective type.

 

Have a good after-trip haha

 

Try a large amount of DMT instead, or in addition. You'll likely just wish you could go back to the old you, but what the hell, go for it.

 

LSD is fuckin sweet. Dont try to be 'reborn' as someone else. Just try to forget a whole bunch of lessons so that you can be intimate with that self that you were when you were a baby, a child. As you learned things and picked up assumptions, that inner self got boxed away behind safety shelving and now is trying to understand how it got in this mess. You need to lose some of your 'intelligence' and refurbish yourself with 'wisdom'. Replace your mechanisms for staving off death with mechanisms for taking in all that which the world has to offer.

Well actually you dont need to do anything, it just seems that this is what path you are on.

 

Nobody can tell you what it will be like, it's an incredibly subjective experience. The answer to all of your questions is "maybe".

And so, I ask again: How badly do you want to find out?

 

hahaa i love this

and to veroness, might i suggest DMT?

 

ive heard DMT is the most powerful psychedelic so im going to pass. i dont want that much head confusion.

 

Yeah you lose touch with reality and enter a dream state of crazy ass hallucinations with your brain exploding with information and stimulus. It's only recommended for people who have a lot of experience doing psychedelics.

 

w. my experiences it's worth it
just do it when prepared;
you won't be disappointed

 

what does DMT teach you? how does it improve your life?

 

Usually people come out of it with completely different perspectives on life. I would imagine that just like other psychedelics it can instill a lasting sense of wonder and zest for life, as well as help people have epiphanies.

 

when i took it i thought i heard above entities speaking to me saying things like "you're pitiful" :O

it was strange!

 

i think i will just stick to the mushes. they are less in time. LSD seems to thought driven, id go crazy.

 

I don't know if it can be put into words, and in all honesty I don't know if I learned from the DMT because I didn't understand it at first. It was acid that explained it to me and actually carried out the lesson plan...but i think the dmt helped me see what i wasn't seeing before and the contrast created quite the lesson.

it was merely a suggestion based on my personal experience

 

my ego split into two and i was talking to some random dude in my head and went over to a puddle stared at geometric pattern and kept on asking how he liked that...We both commented on how cool it was that the pattern seemed to go so down into the puddle like a never ending spiral....Then i walked into a puddle and started cursing at myself saying "how the fuck did i let this happen", the other dude said the same thing except with a more raspier tone...I then smoked a ciggerete went home and watch bill mahr

It was Out of this world :willy_nilly:

Edit- the other dude in my head was never mean, actually was quite fun to talk to until his voice got raspier haha

 

u want to be reborn,
get as much acid as u can, put it under ur eyelids, i promise you, youll be a completey different person...or jellyfish,, or amoeba maybe even a partical floating around the rings of pluto.

mushys are good, just make sure ur ina comfortable happy place b4 u take em, also depends on the quantity.
they are gods gift to mankind

 

ouch I can't stand to put stuff in my eye

 

i would suggest not putting it under your eyelids haha oh shit, i've not done it, nor have i known anyone peresonally who has done it. ive thought about it, but i hear it stings, or perhaps thats only liquid...but then again if a hair bothers the fuck out of your eye, how can a blotter or gel tab under the eye not be aggravating as hell, but im curious CJMPUN, have you honestly done this?

also, shrooms are much scarier than lucy in my opinion, and i know veroness is thinking of shrooms because they are shorter. girl, do what you are comfortable with, but i think lucy is a smoother ride (though not necessarily an easy one)

and rebirth, that was DMT for me, thats why i stand by my suggestion...although i realize that the OP isnt ready, that is my suggestion for others who are ready BUT then again i am no DMT guru, that is for sure.


also side note,
is wanting/desring experiences the way to go into a trip? I would think the desires might lessen the experience...just a thought, becuse when i see these words want/desire i think of buddhism, and how it is what holds us back from the truth or reality. so perhaps veroness, take some time to realize that you will learn and grow from any trip if you allow yourself to, rather than craving and hoping for a specific lesson.

 

I have not tripped for 35 years, I can tell you this ...... perhaps you expect too much of "trippen".

I can't say that my original perceptions did not change, I think too many times people take Aldux Huxley's words too literal . At best you may have a thought caught in your head that you try to reason out.

One time (the first time I did window pane) I and my army roomie did 8 hits of window pane by mistake. We did not know that the hits were 4 way and thought we were taking 2 hits, however it worked out to be 8 hits each..

The trip lasted 2 days and we were certain that we figured out how to live forever in peace and harmony.

After we came down we checked our notes we took while were were tripping
and found nothing but weird scrawling words that meant nothing.

we laughed about that for the next week and still thought that we lost something because we could not figure out what seemed so straight forward while tripping.

we also got really badly sun burned because we were sitting out on the roof of the barracks sun bathing, never felt hot or anything but we noticed when we came down.

I'm not saying that you should not try it, do so with your eyes open, you may have an epiphany but IMHO that would be the exception not the rule.

Peace
Dan

 

it seems you came to the same conclusion as hunter s. thompson. except HST critiques what he claims to be a false illusion of the potential impact of LSD on the larger population as opposed to your critique of aldous huxley's world.

and im curious about this aldous huxley world...ive only read brave new world and some of the perennial philosophy...so im curious as to what you are referring to...is it in his essays or are you referring to the doors of perception or what?