i'm having a terrible night

just terrible







hows your night going?

 

aw why??

my night has been alright...
i spent most of the day in bed, depressed...the usual.... was suppose to be studying but that didnt work.

todays just been sucky

 

Pretty good...I am making paper turkeys...and when I am done I am going to color...and then I will probably jump on my bed some more...hehe I hadn't did that forever...but it's still fun.

 

Eh....it's up in the air. I'm at work, but I just played GTA San Andreas for about 2 hours. I'm leaving early and renting movies. Oh what a crazy life I lead.

 

im gonna make some food becky, you want any?

 

i jumped on the bed the other day and sang no more monkies jumping on the bed








i saw a "starer kit" for zoloft in the kitchen counter, i really hope my mom did not get that for me

 

can you grab me a drink while your at?

 

I had a good day. It started out really shitty but it ended good, well sorta. I have a stomach ache. The pizza is making my tummy all twisted.

Why did you have a bad day?

 

stop asking for drinks and criticizing my hamster caring abilities

 

and yes, id like a few pans of food

 

sure. do you want vodka or tequila?

 

Did you bump your head?

 

i was thinking more along the lines of a water... i've been trying to train kitty to get that and the paper now for about a week to no avail, damn kittens...

 

my day is bad because i know that a "friend" made up telling me that her dad said she couldnt go out tonight, my cousin (also my best friend for the past 5 years) is acting very distant and i know that he lies a lot, i still love him, but i have to be cautious around him. another one of these "friends" i know didn't want to talk to me and told me "how interesting" my homeschooling was going after i told her about it, i asked her if she was being sarcastic and she said nevermind and signed off.

 

It's 2:30 in the morning over here, I've basically been bummin around all day, tis great, no work or anything just loads of time to do fuck all

 

give me the bottle

 

ouch.. maybe they feel offended and pissed you left them at school and didnt know you just didnt like the school enviroment,, and maybe their jealous you get to do lots more fun shit while their stuck there...

 

my night is going better than last night. however the night would be much better if i had a little something to drink and then some

 

Did you tell your Mom that you were depressed? Do you think the starter kit might of been for her?

I remember having nights like yours. The hard part is your at an odd age. You can't drive anywhere yet but you will be able to soon. I know that doesn't help you much.

Where you you supposed to go tonight with your friend?

 

How come you get home schooled??