Ok, so here is just a little back story on me. I live in a One Bed Apt. and i have always wanted to join the Army. My family is all air force so it just never happened. idk why it hasnt yet, but something is keeping me from doing it. Now the dream. I am in a huge military complex somewhere i have never been. There are Men with guns and gear everywhere, almost like a troop formation before getting on a plane and shipping out. There is a Commander talking to 4 guys (also troops) and he is saying something very quietly, but i can still hear him. For some reason i yell out the very next word he is going to say. He, and the 4 guys all look at me and my 3 guys(i guess i was a squad leader for black water or something.) and just stare. The CMDR points at us and yells "KILL THEM!" so me and my guys start running while everyone else kinda hesitates to shoot us. Im thinking "I can either kill them, or they can kill me" so i start shooting first out of everyone. I seem to have an endless clip and i just kill soldier after soldier as my team runs up this long driveway that's up hill.Bullets are raining all around me and i can feel some hit me as i run away. As we get to the Top of the hill i take another bullet and it drops me. I look ahead and their is a mine field right in front of my face. i have this terrified feeling so i grab my last guy and point out the mines to him as i black out and die. It was like 10 seconds of black and POOF! im alive again. Im on a Scooter on the Highway in some Beautiful Place. Green Grass, Trees, and Perfect condition Roads. I have this "intuition" that the car in front of me is my "wingman" so i know we have made it out. This white van pulls up beside me, and i get this "oh shit" feeling. turns out it was no threat. Suddenly i get all freaked out, think the cops are coming, and start to panic. Then i think "its the cops, ill be safe" so i pull off the highway and kinda hid on the side of the road. This White Police truck pulls up and a cop hops out. I start to plead my case, when he opens the back door i see guns and military men. the cop gets sprayed with bullets, so immediately turn and run. i take bullet after bullet as i run for safety, and all i can think of is "i hope my wingman gets away and tells the story". i being to fall and feel my self slipping away so i glance back at the shooter just as he is throwing a grenade. It flies over my head, and i think to myself "what was that about". so i keep running. i take a bullet the the upper back and it makes me fall over in this pot-hole like hole in this field. i am thinking as i lay their "whats this im laying on....OH SHIT the grenade!" so i brace myself for the explosion and i feel the heat in my stomach as it goes off. i start to choke on my own blood as i die once again. i just keep saying to myself "if your gonna die, dont die becasue you drowned in your own blood" As Blackness slowly creeps i keep saying it over and over. i wake up Cold, sweaty, Scared, and confused. I had sinus drainage, which is what i account the "choking on my own blood" feeling to. Getting shot in the dream was surreal. I could feel the heat, and the pinch from each bullet. it didnt hurt but it wasnt right at the same time. discuss.
Hi O.D.T. thank you for blowing your horn only twice ! Ok, I for one think there are multiple meanings to dreams always, so you have to go with suggestions and what rings true inside you. So this is only one (suggestion - don't forget I could be wrong as much). The war in your dream may resemble the interior struggle you have going on with a physical virus. Also it could be about mental virusses and things that trap your attention. However, re-balance is the key and this is what you are doing, by going through the experience in dream, to bring back the awareness and wake up changed - as to die is but to change, and waking up is just that, and thus you grow on. Hope this makes sense for you.
Dying in a dream doesn't always have a connection to dying in real life. After all, we're all going to die sooner or later. It can also mean that a part of yourself--such as a dream or a bad habit or a relationship--is going to die.
