parents talking to you in your head?

its called schizophrenia, lay off the drugs for a while man, theyll still be there when its safe to come back. if you cant control your own thoughts, then bathing your brain in acid definitely isnt going to help at all. im guessing you drop as often / as much as you can. treat miss lucy with respect not with hedonistic abuse, its supposed to 'enhance' life , not consume it

 

I once experienced intense auditory hallucinations, similar to yours I think, in the depths of a mind-shattering mushroom trip.

I had long since left reality behind, when a whole bunch of friends and semi-friends adressed me, offering encouragement and sharing brilliant pearls of wisdom that I have since forgotten. When I saw God and tried to float towards the white light, all the familiar voices of my friends cheered me on and encouraged me; "Go on, Jimmy! You can do it!"

I wept. I laughed. I wept some more, and followed with laughter. I learned the meaning of life and existence - but it escapes me now. Then I took my last breath and died.

For me the voices did not feel like they were inside my head, rather like I heard them with my own ears. And my experience was, it seems, much less horrifying than yours.

Maybe it's your subconscious, maybe it's your self, maybe it's God. Who knows?
Does the voice ask you to kill yourself... or your self?
Let it go, and wake up, like the boys said.

 

yeah, we all have inner dialogue but some of its best to just ignore if you think its some crazy shit. use your best judgement

 

There's a big difference between internal dialogue and auditory hallucinations.

 

well either way this poor guy is rotting his brain bathing it in acid everyday. but hey to each their own, and im aware that one day i might be old as shit, and itd be a damn shame to be a retarded old fart who shits himself all day. normal cognitive function is nice at any age

 

Imagine shitting yourself everyday?..Not my cup of tea at all lol

 

Probally wouldn't care, and figure the smell was the cows in the hallway, or maybe it's coming from the closet. HHMM I wonder?

 

it would disturb the fuck out of me haha....I wouldnt be looking for another source of the smell because i would know that when i look down at myself i would see that iam infact covered in shit

edit- like i said not my cup of tea at all haha

 

your a dumbass and you dont know shit about me

YA DUDE I DOSE EVERYDAY

 

I tried dosing every day back in the 70s. After about 3 days it's like nothing and you have to do hero doses just to get a buzz.

Even every weekend can be too much also.