I'm running on the third day of my backend right now. I've been getting waves of fairly severe depression, I haven't been able to eat well, and I still don't really want to do anything. I took to much this time no doubt but I'm still not sure. MDMA is so intense and so much fun while you're on it, but afterward (I know it's to be expected) I just feel like I'm wasting my life away. I'm frying my brain, breaking down my body and I'm not sure I'm gaining anything anymore from it. The infinite love, happiness and freedom of expression while rolling is amazing, but I'm not sure it's beneficial to my life as a whole. What do you think personally? Also does anyone use 5-HTP after rolling and does it work pretty well?
i dont know your story but it seems as tho you roll a lot, which is not good at all. try phycedelics, like acid (wait until your depression levels out), which may give you some direction in your life
I really don't roll a whole lot. There's no question in my mind that psychedelics are better than x. I'm really more or less trying to decide if I want to quit x. Acid and shrooms are the sheneezy. X is just a hell of a lot easier to find and is still hundreds of times more fun than any standard drunken frat party. I just want to have half a brain left when I'm thirty you know.
the more x you take at once. the bigger the comedown in my opinion. so take less next time and the comedown wont be as bad, also if you smoke while comeing down that helps a lot. i will be using the 5htp am im sure it will help you. i used to take 5 htp for a little while and my mood was overall better.
mdma should be done less than 10 times in a person's life. You get the message of the drug your first time, and ever time after that is a little worse, a little less magical. keep it rare, you'll appreciate it so much more when you do.
i dont believe that a person should only do e 10 times in a life, do it as much as you want, with intervals in between to give yourself a break. too much of something is never good. dont set a limit just do it when it finds you the whole loosing the magic thing is different for everyone, the longer you wait between eash roll, the less likly you willl lose the feeling.
no, i got the message probably around the dozenth time. i think you're wrong here bud. but yea, keep it to like 4 times a year and you'll thank yourself for it.
I can tell the difference. They were definitely speedy pills but I was ROLLING my balls off for sure.
MDMA is neurotoxic in large/repeated doses. It is important to use anti-oxidants to reduce destruction of neurons (important things I've heard). "Studies indicate that taking either an anti-oxidant or a SSRI up to 5 hours after taking MDMA will prevent neurotoxicity in animals[12]. " Anti-oxidants are easy to get. Eat some blueberries, tea, orange juice (vitamin c). Or just take a multi-vitamin or vit. Cs... You will regret it later I'll bet you money on it. Force yourself to eat and take vitamins. If you are going to abuse your body, treat it right. Exercise doesn't hurt a whole lot either. http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/mdma/mdma_faq3.shtml#neurotox http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/mdma/mdma_health1.shtml http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/mdma/mdma_neurotoxicity.shtml
