Im 19 years old. I've liked this guy for more than a year now. He's only 16 about to be 17 in a month or 2. Well about 3 weeks ago me and him started talking over the computer. And he talked me into giving him a blowjob. So being he lived not even a mile down my road, I walked to his house the next day. We had made plans for him to come over to the house that I was gonna be moving into in a week, so we could hang out and I was gonna give him another blowjob. But he never showed. I jumped to conlusions thinkin he blew me off. I was really pissed with him. So that afternoon I was talkin to sum friends. And I was talkin shit about him. I said he was an asshole, dawg, jerk, that he had a lil tiny dick..... well i got home a lil later and read an email he sent me, sayin he was really sorry but he couldnt make it he had a fire call, sorry. so then i felt really bad. I tried talkin to him and he was ignorin me. so i just kept buggin him till he talked to me. But anyways he told one of our friends that i was too clingy, and he got what he wanted and didnt wanna talk to me anymore... so i left him alone. since then I've moved a town over. but i've seen him a couple times since all this stuff happened and he ignored me. but last night he sends me a message on myspace sayin i like all that shit uv been sayin about me. well we talked about all that 4 a while i told him that i was sorry 4 sayin all that stuff about him. i was wrong but so was he. and if he still didnt feel bad at all 4 how he treated me then "FUCK YOU" cuz im a nice girl that doesnt deserve that... he said he was sorry that he stopped talkin to me. i asked him if i was to tell him that if he came over the next day that we could have sex what would he say. he said i dont know. so i said u dont want to?, he said idk i probably would. he said if u want me to fuck u i will. do u want me to? i told him yea. but not tomarrow cuz im gonna probably b on the rag, did he wanna do it this weekend. he said he wasnt gonna b here this weekend, it would b better tomarrow, r u on it now?.... now im really regrettin telling him i would give him some. because i know that he doesnt really like me. he just wants to get in my pants. cuz hes not even tryin hard an being real nice to me now, when hes tryin to get sum. if i was to give him sum i know he wouldnt talk to me no more... I thought about askin him if he could wait till his b-day. which is a month or two away. that we could do it then. that way we could get to know each other better... but i dont know if i should. i want my first time to b special. but hes so hot and im really horny...
Why are you in such a rush to lose your virginity? especially to a guy who isnt worth it. Your virginity is something special that you should share with someone who is worth it, someone who wont just use you as a receptacle for his pleasure. If he is an asshole, why are you even considering fucking him. A dildo would be a better way to go rather than that child. Thats what he is a child. Boys think that because they fuck, and they have pubes, it makes them a man. Newsflash, it doesnt. Spend all this energy you're spending on this boy and improve on your grammar and self-esteem. Seriously.
Virginity is stupid and hardly special. I never lost mine, I gave it away when I was 15 to an older guy (35 year old family friend). Best move ever. Most girls first time sucks, but not mine. I came like 5 or six times. Your problem is you need to find a guy who is experienced. You could also go lez for your first time I have a strap on and can change out my cock based on size, and it never gets soft either... Face it, if you find your soulmate that's great but 1) Do you have to have only fucked 1 man in your life? 2) Chances are he's not a virgin, do you want to not know how to please him if you do find him? ('Yeah, we really hit it off but I don't know if I can date her again, she doesn't know how to suck a cock to save her life!')
Bah, I was above the age of consent in many places. I'll never regret that relationship, it was fucking awesome! I still sometimes go visit him and his wife for a 'distracting' weekend. I used my nymphet moves and basically seduced him anyway.
Dear CoutryGirl89, It seems to me that you have a serious problem of self esteem. This boy you are talking about does not diserve you. Perhaps you have strong feeling for him, but this does not mean doing anything to be with him. If he really wants you then he will be with you whether with or without sex, but if he doesn't want you then as soon as he will get what he wants from you, he will ditch you. You said that you wanted your first time to be special, do don't mess it. Just call him and tell him that you don't want to have sex with him anymore. Takes care.
I hate dickheads. Don't have sex with a dickhead. One dickhead usually leads to another. That's why most of my friends are girls. Or used to be.
You represent yourself so poorly I don't blame the guy for treating you with little to no respect. Someday when your all grown up your going to look back on that post and cringe. Honestly, i'm embarrased for you.
Wow. The OP reminds me of a few girls I've met in my day, never befriended them, but girls I just met at a party that a friend knew. First off, I know I can't insult members and I won't, but intellectually speaking, it does not make sense for a 19 year old to become obsessed with some 16 year old guy who clearly has little interest in her. I can only assume such a 19 year old is horribly alone, and really desperate.
