Give me your points of view on my situation, whatever you think is fine. I have become completely apathetic towards everything in life, I'm not really sure why, I don't really care. The only thing I like to do or can do is listen to music, draw/paint, and daydream, I can't even sleep normally. It's like everytime I'm in my house or around anyone in my family I have a mind block, You know in The Wall when he's just throwing himself up against the wall, trying to break through, thats how I am when I try to fight the apathy. Otherwise it's like when he is just sitting the hotel room staring at the t.v. I just want to get in a car and drive across the country, just taking in everything, listening to Lynyrd Skynyrd, for the rest of my life. I don't want to work any more. What do you think. What can I do.
Really, maybe your'e right, maybe I should embrace my apatheticness, I actually never even thought about that before
Indifference, like in one sense it's good because nothing's really a big deal, I never get upset, actually I really like being apathetic, I just hate when people try to make me care, you know, when they see me as just being lazy, but it's different then being lazy
You may be apathetic to what society values (which is better in my view than to care about something artificially) but if you are interested in something you are not completely apathetic. Pursue what makes you happy. I say drive around the country listening to Skynyrd. But how will you fund such an endeavor? Do what you want. There is no meaning to your existence, so make it what you want. I'd say the worst thing you can do is live your life unhappily because you will gain no solace after you die.
Sounds more like burn out than apathy. Not on drugs (unless that's the case), but on your life situation. You probably need a major change, maybe a big trip of indefinite length like that would do you good. I always get to feeling like this in autumn and winter, but it's also always a part of my life, in lesser amounts. I'm starting to get to the point where I'm ready to break out of the mold and find my own way in life. I'm thinking a bit of roaming about the US is going to be my way, I'll probably walk or ride my bike (save money) but if it's a car trip for you, do it. It's your life, do with it what you will.
that part about no meaning to exsistence, and make life what you want. i totally agree on making life what you want. cuz who knows when you looking back, you'll be able to say "i did that" and not have to worry aobut wasting something so amazing, that is, your life
Your'e right, thank you, it's good to here that there are people that feel the smae way as me out there. I don't mean about being apathetic, I mean people who feel you should do what makes you happy, really happy, whatever that is. I know you're right, i need to get out of here, sorry I'm sort of thinking out loud, or rather, thinking in writing.
that pretty much defines how i feel in life, also some othjer terms describe how i feel about this life, including: jaded bored feel like theres nnothing more i can do, done everything that i can do in this life, no means of being able to do things i dream of, like seeing the ocean, having a family, etc, just cant see how those can happen in this life, seem to be destined to be stuck here where i am and how i am for the rest of it, dont see much more thats gonna happen, all downhill now,
