For me, it revolves around the folks that are closest to me ~ and it's a sin, but i AVOID peeps, because i just cannot handle their burdens. i feel things, so strongly, that i won't get out amongst peeps. i shop at, like, 0300! i can't be around people. It hurts me, that they're that sad about things. It hurts me that they don't know that people like me pray about them. Life sort of SUX, folks. And it's the most beautiful thing you will ever encounter. What's true, to you? Is love true? Is hate true? How is it, for YOU?
Not everyone is happy, but that doesn't mean you shouldn't be either. Real life to me is the things I see, feel and hear, the people I meet, and the actions I take.
The only truth to me is the becoming of my body my passion moment-by-moment. I lie, also work relationship (through my body and the passion of my body). I wax philosophical...it's nothing that can be verbally explained.
It sort of goes beyond that, though. It isn't just that i might be depressed ~ is what i'm looking at something that should make me gleeful? Or is it sad, sometimes? Is it so sad? Yeah. It is, sometimes. For you: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CzqLL5PSIm8&feature=PlayList&p=54B315FDA128F840&index=1&playnext=2&playnext_from=PL It's just music, right? But it's a lot more, too... Now. Come and tell me ALL about it.
That's just it ~ i'm AM happy. i'm a contented person. But what happens around me is really weird, and i don't know how to deal with it. Doesn't that happen to YOU, sometimes? It isn't that you're unhappy, nor that you're depressed ~ it's that you look at something and it just isn't right. In any way, shape for form. And you try to understand how that could be. THAT's what makes us lonesome ~ the things that we just can't seen to grasp how they could be.
please never pray for me. i don't need the bad karma. real life is everything and anything you experience...either shopping at 0300 or avoiding people at 1500. depressed or happy life does on, click, click, click.
I prefer "stoned and on the internet life" to "real life". And you know what, I'm not ashamed to admit that. I have trust issues and I also often like to be just on my own. Honestly, if RT was a real place, I'd probably avoid it like the black plague. I am definitely antisocial. Haha.
what if everybody at your work caught wind of hf and signed up...would that cause you stress or excitement?
I like real life. I like the internet, both have pros and cons. It might not be true but it's still there.
most people around me are anything but sad. maybe i am sadder than any single one of them. life sucks only if you think it sucks. Life is what you make of it. There is probably no destiny, so it`s a pussy shit to think that the bad things in your life happened because it was written in the great book of destiny and there was no other way! Of course there was other way, but you were a blind mother fucker and made a mistake and if you have any braincells you will try and learn from it so in the future you alone can make your life a better place for yourself. i don`t know if love is true, i know it is a very intense feeling physically and mentally. i know it is one of the few things it is worth to cry about...oh man i don`t know love can be very painful thing , it can change you drastically. i don`t know love is....necessary even if you lose it at one point yes i guess hate is true, but you can hate somebody you have once loved. you can``t hate any other way. hate comes out of love. most of the people you think you hate , you just feel repulsed by them or whatever but you don`t really hate them. hate is another form of love...if you know what i mean
Well, the lucky thing about it is I work fast food and really no one cares THAT much in fast food if an employee smokes weed. That's about the only thing I have to hide, and I'm honestly not too worried. Not to mention, no one at work is even close to interested in forums, and none of them are smart enough to find this place. It's nice. :cheers2:
What you need is 'the change you deserve' to lift you out of the depression. It's better than Zoloft. Check it out, y'all: http://s554.photobucket.com/albums/jj440/31earthmade/videos/?action=view¤t=change.flv .
