Am i looking to kill myself? In my online connections, and in my real life connections, that don't seem to truly exist, in Real Life? What happens if you just float on down the river? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=huBYJP8l7Fg&feature=PlayList&p=728FDD20018C3C8B&index=0&playnext=1 No, it doesn't make sense to you, but it does to me, somehow...
i'm just getting closer and closer ~ not just to the end of this, these forums. i don't know how to survive. i'm not that kind of person. i can kill. But i don't think i can survive. What say you?
Yeah. Got those. They don't help. They don't help to convince me that the world is right, and i am wrong. They don't help to make the wrong things, right. They are MEDS, with a certain predicatbility as to their performance. but they aren't "real life," now, are they?
I say take a break from these forums. After you have tied up loose ends - i.e responding to threads of mine I can't help with other issues because I do not know them.
You're something else! But it's the "else" part that makes you, YOU! Yeah, ineed to to go to sleep or somethint Or something... Hmmm...
On second thought ~ NO!!!! HELL, NO!!! 'cuz i'm an upitty bitch, and all. i get to be ME ~ How i feel, Why i feel, What i feel, And IF i hurt about any of it. Don't you feel the same way? What if i said that YOUR posts were too small? What if i asked you to Biggen up your font? i'd be an asshole, hounding you to conform to my ways. But you're not? How DOES that work? (Seriously ~ i need to figure it out.)
My mum says: You are something else. I take this as a compliment. I'm hoping you were complimenting me too. Even if you were not i'll interprete as a compliment anyway. Personally I did something different and it changed my life for a while. Try doing something different.
Oh, YES, INDEED! That you are something else is the HIGHEST compliment. You are ~ not of us, but with us. It's sort of amazing!
