I discovered the site.. and im looking for a cool hippie dude out there somehere

Hello everyone i found this site and let me just say its incredible. My sn on here is Oleanderluver and im 18 years old my real name is camille and i have been searching high smiles... and low for a nice new age hippie guy... and what better place to look then this page?.. i set up a profile on here.. and i have one with aol as well.... i am currently enrolled at a culinary college where i plan to get my chefs degree... so drop me a line and tell me about yourself...

 

Welcome to the site. I am new myself but am already getting hooked...

 

Its addictive, I joined yesterday.

 

Smiles its s cute site

 

Juggalos... hmmm... trouble

 

I wonder if I could possibly justify making 91 more posts before I go home....

 

um, Juggalo4ever is compulsive poster and when you see his signature you will understand mine.

 

Hey everyone I introduced myself the day before so heres a pic...

 

Hey cutie

 

I saw your pic, yuor a cutie too.. smiles

 

how dare you....

 

Ladies and gentlemen of this board. The woman who posts under this name has stabbed me in the back for the last time. Though what i am about to do may seem childish i will continue on with no remorse. For 5 years this woman has told me she loves me and as of this past week i have found that this is an ugly lie. she has been posting on this site from my computer in my home, she has been "searching" for the "right man" without even knowing that i did truely love her with all my heart. I cant count the times the mear thought of her loving me has saved me from suicide, but that means nothing to her. For years the only thing that kept me goin was the thought that she still loved me but now i have learned from her that love is a false icon. She has also defied my "juggaloizum" behind my back, which to some may not mean anything but to me its everything. By the time she reads this she will have returned home and out of my life for good. Can anyone describe to me the feeling of losing the only thing that existed in your world, cause i cant. Go ahead, call me pathetic all you want but i dont care. I am a human with real emotions, and these emotions have been torn apart by her. I pray that she finds this and realizes the mistake she has made, i was willing to give up everything for her. Before this week i had planned on pawning everything i have and running away to be with her, but now i realize how foolish i was to think this. As cold as this may be I hope she feels crushed when reading this, for that will bring me great joy. I want her to feel what i have felt. I want her to suffer the pain that my soul has gone through. I will die happy knowing her heart is permanetly broken, for i have no heart anymore. I thank you camille, for teaching me the lesson that love is fake, nothing more then a cloud blocking the sunlight out of my mind and soul.

 

Miss? May I see some ID??? You go to School less than a mile from me. (Chef's Class. UNLV. Right?)

 

Whoa, man! She is 18... You've been with her since she was 13 and you expect that she will not grow and change? She was a child when you first got together, obviously... Now she is a young woman. Of course she has outgrown you, what did you expect? She was 13, man! Get over it!

This is a two-parter... If she is your girlfriend, which you react as if she is, then it was out of line for her to be seeking another man, from your computer. I don't think anyone could blame you for being upset about that... However, if she is your gf, then why wouldn't she know that you love her with all your heart? If you are giving her what she needs, then why is she seeking the love and company of another? And really, there is nothing wrong with anyone searching for the right person to be with. If you really love her with all your heart, then you should be hoping that she finds this person-even if it isn't you.

<major snippage>

If you have to sell everything you own and run away, in order to be with someone, you might need to rethink the relationship, anyways. Oh sure, in the movies they make it look all sweet and romantic "look what I would give up for you". It's just sick and unhealthy. The person that is right for you, does not require the loss of home and security. She should be your compliment, not your detriment. Yes, it is a foolish thought. Hopefully you are just young and naive.

Love is not fake, it is real and it hurts, as you have learned. Yes, thank Camille for teaching you this painful lesson. You had love for five years, an amazing thing for two teenagers, if you ask me. You do have a heart, it is just broken. But, the heart is an amazing thing, it can heal. Release the pain, grow from it. You have learned about growth and change. This is a good thing. Don't hate. Hate only harms ourselves and it does nothing to our enemies. Release it.

Luck and love to you both...

 

thanks for the advice but i really didnt want anyones opinion, specially from a tree hugger.

 

Alrighty then.

 

Hehe, some people...

 

Then why did you post?

 

so that she could read this.

 

Why don't you tell her in person then, if she comes around your house regularly even if just to use the computer that shouldn't be a logistic problem.