i feel like a wiser person than i used to be

i've made a number of really good decisions lately. and i'm proud of myself.

1. i decided to face my fear of dealing with my past, because i want to be a sane, grounded person.

2. i chose not to sleep with someone last night because i didn't feel like being the lesbian bullet-point in her sexual resume. and i got to make out with someone hot anyway.

3. i've decided to apologize for my rude behavior to someone i don't like, even if it means re-opening contact, when i really would rather not talk with them.


what makes you feel wise? or like you've done something worthwhile for your own sense of self?

 

i get more foolhardy by the day.

i would absolutely love to be a lesbian's straight bullet-point.

 

nah man, you have to go for two at once.

it's like wrapping a pill in cheese when you give it to your pet.

 

lol.

 

My shit house has shit plumbing and I took a shit today and accidentally flushed the toilet paper down after wiping the shit off my shit maker instead of throwing it in the shit basket next to the shitter. I climbed under my shit house in a shit protected suit and fixed the shit clog myself instead of getting some other shitter to do that shit for me. Made me feel very worthy of my shitting self.

 

Good! I'm proud of something I didn't bring about on my own.

 

still cause for celebration.

 

Shit, man.

 

Shit indeed.

 

I make my own doctor appointments now.

 

I did my own tax return without anyones help

and today I mailed it in


that was for 2007....now I need to start on 2008