sorry to steal away from political threads but.........what do you do when things get crazy, when you need comfort and support and it feels like there is no where to turn? when home feels as if it swarms with misery, hurt and pain. when those you love are hurting so much and you cant help! when those you love constantly put guilt trips on you, so it feels as though love is a one way thing and that in return is all you get is selfish desire?!?!?!?!?! what do you do when you can see that pain is ruling someones life and slowly spreading to others around them. what do you do before you do actually go a little nuts because of the above, when you cant vent any of it. you cannot do anything to distract yourself, because of so much going on there becomes a block on your creativity, so you are left to just be there and deal with it. argghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh sorry this turned out to be a really random rant but i just feel like i wanna scream!
Awww man, I'll send you many hug vibes, it sounds like you need them. What can you do indeed? I think if anyone had those answers, they'd be a nobel prize winner. You can only tack into the wind, and weather the storm I think....
Interestingly, I didn't know you lived in Cambridge. We should meet up sometime. I live right near market square....
You know theres always people that love you. And you know no matter how far away i am i still love you. Home is a place, yes the people there are hurting but its not your resposibility to fix that. You have to remember that today is merely today, and tomorrow may not be much better... but the day after... and the day after that things slowly get a little better. Then one day you will stop and look back and think "things seemed so hard.... yet now its like nothing ever happened" ..... i know thats sounds strange considering your situation and how thing wont ever be the same again but trust me ive been through it too. Normality takes a different form, you learn to embrace the nice memories from before and to treasure what you have now. i will see you tomorrow baby *kiss*
i'm in that same place with you... i don't even feel comfortable in my own skin let alone my own home.
personally i pray..i can pray for you if u want...but yeh thats what i do. I've been feeling like that too...that was a great post for me...thank you so much...i've felt exactly like that...reassuring to kno im not the only one. Perhaps you'll take comfot in that to? Do not worry about tommorow because tommorow has enough problems of its own. Roly.xxx
i know just how you feel. i felt like that quite often over the past few months. but i can't give you any answers to your questions and i'm sorry, because the way I've been dealing with those feelings aren't recommended...or even very healthy. music seems to help me sometimes...but there have been horrible times where i couldn't stand to listen to music because all it would do is remind me of the pain. if you ever wanna talk about the situation that makes you feel like this IM me, cuz you mentioned pain in your household and that's what i've had to deal with too. peace and love
thank you all for your comments we all hit and bounce along rock bottom at some point, then with a bit of support and realisation we build ourselves up again mr phoenix we should indeed meet up, seeing as your now a local lad as for praiying for me, i dont feel i quite deserve that there is so many other people could do with those prayers. and thank you all for your comments, they are a big help. love peace and smiles jx
i know this sounds superficial, but this moment to shall pass. think about it, get to the depth behind that phrase..... only say this as so little amount of people ever take it deeply but rather think of it on face value. there is a massive support network of people out there for you jc, as this post has shown, you never have to feel alone, as even when people are far away it doesn't mean they are not thinking of you or sending good vibes and light your way. its difficut when you feel helpless to help someone, specially those you love entirely, even if it doesn't seem that you are making a difference-you are believe me. even if the difference to that person is not showing now, it may take time for it to grow within them and mature before it comes bubbling to the surface and expsoses itself. you are a strong person and can deal with anything. trust yourself-we all have the capacity within us to survive even the worst possible situations in life. be strong jc. Im thinking of you. namaste uma x x x
............why does your advice all sound so much damn better thsn mine even know we said the same thing?? *is confoozled*
lol fleassy, but your advice means more...you know that!!! hows things anyways jc are they inproving at all? namaste x x x
