Well, it's 4am here in Hamilton, Ontario, Canada and I was just lying in bed when I thought "Holy shit I totally forgot about opiates"... which was exactly when I thought of all of you. Just thought I'd let you know that I'm doing better than I ever thought... I totally forgot about opiates! Yep, 2 weeks without em and I can't believe I forgot all about them. I know some of you are going to be like "who the fuck cares, you asshole?" but I just thought I'd share this as I am a previous opiate user just like all of you. I would have loved to hear a story such as this so I thought I'd share. Wish me further luck! And I hope the best for all of you as well... peace and prosperity. EDIT: BTW! I put in my application for college so I can become a Chemical Engineer today! If I succeed I PROMISE to make a safe, non-addictive opiate just for you guys haha
Congrats! You forgot about them until....4am! If you have the determination, you'll be able to stay focused on other things. It's so easy for these chemicals to become our "center" and our main focus. I recently quit, myself. I've had a couple brief relapses since, but it made me realize that I don't want to live addicted. Now and then, yeah..but not every day like it was for the past year or so. Amazing how much more money I have... feels like a raise! A safe non addictive opiate?! Just so it feels good! Much luck on college.
hey wassup twizz. Twizz is one of those members who I respect a lot, he's been here before me as well. anyways, fuck those people. I say good luck and godspeed on all everything you do. especially something like recovery. I have never had to go through anything like that, thats where weed comes in handy. But seriously, your recovery is much more important than what some idiot on the internet has to say, do you. congratulations again, if you still like opiates when you finish, hopefully you can use like I do, once in a while for recreational purposes only. props man :cheers2:
Haha you guys are the fucking best. But for Oxyrisin, I'm just quitting because I need to get back on track in life... I'm returning to college and it's hard enough paying for that without having to buy $500 worth of pills every week. to ColdFusion, it's not that I have the willpower. It's just that I need to quit. Everyone will eventually hit a point in their life where they say "fuck it, I need to get off this shit." I just suggest that some of you do it sooner than later, but go ahead and fuck yourself up if that's what you decide. Plan your life and set some goals instead of living day-to-day like your addiction is making you do. It's working for me so obviously anyone can do it. And for the record, I'm not QUITTING per se. I'm just going on a break and eventually I hope to be where kil0 is at, just doing it monthly. I love my oxycontin and I could never abandon her
even weekly use can be maintained responsibly. When I had bottles of OC80s or roxis, I would use once a week, usually thursday night after getting outta school. And I was able to maintain my life and school, never had a lick of w/d, with weekly use. But you do have to be careful with weekly use, cuz even for me it was easy to go from once a week to a a few times a week, and everyone knows where that leads, to daily use. I ended up using 2 or 3 times a week for like 3 weeks, and thats when I started noiticing that Im using more than weekly and slowed it down again.
