OMG I am So Stupid (And SOOO Effed Up)

So I tooketh my usual dose of CWE'ed oxycodone (30 mg.). Then I made lunch. We have a big ass bottle of really good Winter White from Pindar, a local Long Island winery in the fridge because Manfriend, before he became a head shrinker, was a chef (he worked under Ramsey for a year at Ramsey London and opened his own restaurant in Belfast, but I digress). So anyway, he made this hellaciously delicious fish stew with the wine the other night, and the wine is sitting in the fridge, so I heat up some of the leftover stew and my addelpated self says, "Self, a glass of wine would be LOVELY with this." And so I drank a glass of wine. Now I feel like a dick, but I feel REALLY GOOD. He's gonna be home in an hour - I'm off to eat like three boxes of Altoids.

I suck. Really.

 

What does this have to do with opiates?

 

I'm on opiates. And what are you, the Forum Gestapo. Read my first post. Jesus Christ on a stick!

 

Dilly, you all good now. Hope your alright

 

lulz @ continuous references to the SS

 

so what is the problem then?

 

mmmm i like opiates

 

a frnd of mine almost died when he combined opiates and alcohol..

i think he was on tram

 

well theres the problem

tram sux0rs

 

Sorry, yeah I'm fine now. The problem is, I'm supposed to be sober (except for the prescribed meds) and not drinking, and Manfriend's a Drug & Alcohol counselor with a PhD in addiction studies and I was really plowed that afternoon. I made myself throw up, ate a bunch of altoids, drank a pot of coffee and took a chilly shower. He didn't say anything but I still feel like shit lying to him.

Poor Bluez was on AIM with me when he came home and I just kinda disappeared, lol. Sorry Bluez.

 

haha no worries.
i guess i can forgive you.
ya gotta do what ya gotta do

 

haha! Funny thing is I know exactly what Winter White is. Taste like candy. Have you ever been out to the winery's out east dilly? Good times!