im gonna go lay in the yard

and pray and meditate... i just.... this is so bad. i cant believe it, though im not surprized- if that makes any sense.

 

I feel the same way I feel like I'm aching with pain...

 

we should have a hip forums meditation session

 

Kinda late for me now, I've got to get ready to leave in a bit.

 

i hate to turn this on me...

but yesterday i found out i have a blood clot in my leg effecting my heart

and now this

i can hardly breathe

i would love to really meditate with all of you

 

I have officially lost all faith in humanity....well, americans at least. We're so doomed. I don't wanna think about it.

about you now, are they gonna giving you any blood thinners or anything else for your clot?

 

Actualy, only 51% of americans.. or 51% of american voters.. That's how I see it..

I have a big question..

how can one be a president while only 51% voted for him?!! That's kinda unhealthy..
To be president, ya need to have some 70%, at least, imo..
American elections system needs some more work..

 

and so begins our journey right into hell...

 

i dont know. i gotta get an official test.

but if i take blood thinners before then, i was told it can make it get to my heart faster.

thanks for caring sweetie. i tried to rep. you but ive spread too much love.

and yes, ive lost all hope to. if you want info on my canada plan which can include many others.... pm me.

 

Or at least the completion of our journey into hell....we're already halfway there.

 

I hope ya feel better sweetie....just wanted to add that in there

 

at least i have an excuse to wear my anti-bush shirts.


this is fucking ridiculous. im very upset. im in shock. i had FAITH!!! in the new voters. thsi is bullshit.

 

Is anyone else thinking less people should've voted if this is how it's gonna be?

 

i dont even fuckin care anymore! i was counting on people! ya know? yes, im dramatic...but i was counting on people being just a LITTTLE bit intelligent. esp. now.

but NO!

so yes, i shouldnt have even voted and im willing to protest and change things in other ways.

this is fucking ridiculous.

btw, i stayed up all fucking night and am missing classe tomorrow. im on edge.