Be careful

Discussion in 'Opiates' started by mad_hatter1985, Apr 28, 2009.

  1. mad_hatter1985

    mad_hatter1985 Member

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    I don't want to sound like a anti -opiate jerk. I've been there far to long. I sold " shit " to get what I needed. I miss the power of having what everyone wanted. sometimes I think of the lives I helped ruin. They would have gone else where I guess. There is no glory . That warm fuzzy feeling dfoesn't last. I have hep c now. I've had it for 22 yrs. now. I've been though countless detoxes. If I wasn't on methodone , I'd probally be useing. i know I would. So please , think this through. you all ain't no different than me. I wish I could stop ONE person from fucking up their lives. There are no old addicts. My wife died of an o.d. I never pictured her ever using in the first place. I told her it was the beinning of the end. My kids are messed up. one doing a 6-10 yr. prison bid. My daughter did get straight , but not before our relationship with her. My youngest son is mentally messed up from lossing his mother dying.SO please think hard.
     
  2. Oxyrisin2

    Oxyrisin2 Member

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    Dam, sorry to hear it bud.
    I agree, but I am god so I don't have to worry..
     
  3. mad_hatter1985

    mad_hatter1985 Member

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    Wooo we can't all be god. I guess I better give up the spot , all I created was a mess. goo d luck at the top.:D
     
  4. -beatnick

    -beatnick Senior Member

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    No old addicts? Seriously? Are you fucking blind?

    Keith Richards, William S. Burroughs, etc.

    Granted, it usually doesn't happen, but there are exceptions. Not trying to put you down though, you're pretty on point there.
     
  5. jia

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    A couple of years ago I ingested 40mg of oxycodone recreationally and after that one experience decided never ever to do any opiates again. It was too good.
     
  6. mad_hatter1985

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    I didn't mean "no old addicts" ,thats a fiure of speech. I like opiateds more than life when I'm doing them. I really ment your chances are more often than not, you'll die young. I wish I could live keithes life. His dope is always good. If I sold to him ,I sure would make sure he was happy with his shit. He ain't got to deal with dope cut with pcp. so ya, there is some old addicts, that are happy with their lives . Name twenty more? I can name twenty dead people before I could name twenty liveing. If yor into the seen , some day you'll see how many die. And just to get high. There are better drugs out there. Don't think I'm against drugs by any means. I feel they should ALL be legalized, and put the money into rehab for the people who need it. I think pot is a good for heroin withdrawal and for cravings after your clean. I went to a clinic in Vt. that was for legaziing for the clinic people. I really just hate to see poeple fucked up and sick all the time .
     
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