I honestly think that drugs are my anti-drug. I've taken breaks from weed and alcohol and everything altogether before, but I always feel like crap when I do. Not from the w/d effects, but after those subside I still have a terribly bad outlook on life. The only thing that I truly look forward to is getting fucked up, but I don't exactly look for one drug, it's sort of a "non-specific drug addiction" as someone else had mentioned in another thread. I mean, it's not like I'm trying to hide the other issues I have day-to-day with drugs, but rather I deal with them in different ways. I do drugs of course, but I don't do them to cope with issues. I just talk to someone about it. I've tried anti-depressants and therapy, but nothing compares to the happiness I get from smoking a fat blunt or railing some oxycontin or whatever else with my buddies. That's why I believe that drugs are my anti-drug. Just thought I'd share that.
Yeah man, exactly. It's not the booze, it's not the weed, it's not the blow im addicted to, it's the un-sobriety. Life just sucks when you're sober, not cause there's too much shit to deal with, or because "it's my crutch", but because, it's so much better when you're not.
Twizz...you have a terrible outlook on life when your not fucked up? not good. my advice, drop a couple blotters and find some direction in your life
kind of know what he means. i dont get addicted to anything because i love the feeling too much to risk having to take a lot more and getting a tolerance or whatever and then going through withdrawal or whatever. thats why i always take a long break in between when i do anything so its something to look forward to. not that its the only thing that makes me feel good because its not that would be sad. lol i dont know what im talking about though haha
