I'm going to see my family doc next week, and I'm going to tell him that 3 yrs ago I use to be on celexa and zanax. But I'm only going to tell him I was only on 15 zanax a month as needed. and see if he will give them to me. What do you guys think. Cause I really need some zanax, like really fucking bad man. I think I'm going crazy and shit.. Do ya all think it will work.
i took 2mg of xanax and about 0.2g of cannabis last night. felt "awesome" because everything somehow goes my way when i use xanax. (my RC pack cleared customs (literally) JUST in tome to arrive for the weekend, and i did VERY well playing video games online (came 2nd/24 people. usually im 2-6th place)) i then proceded to fill my journal entry up to that point (11pm) and started watching Indiana Jones (temple of doom). I remember nothing beyond the first ~20 minutes, but apparently ended the night with this journal entry: "2:00P.M. [should've been A.M.]: movie ends. no memory of plot" i really suggest keeping an up-to-date log as you use xanax. itt [can] help to fill in the eventual memory blanks that occur after the 2nd hour...
^^^Back when I was taking tons of xanax, I was usually too fukt up to make a journal entry. Anything I would write appeared to have been written by toddler:tongue:
jus bought 10 white ones YUHH YUHH..hopefully it wont turn out like last time hahaa (the night i posted this thread) letz jus say i remember nothing, still have bumps n bruises, and some pissed off neighbors.. FUCK IT IM DOIN IT AGAIN TONITE lol naw imma watch myself this time, i got ahold of alot of alcohol last week so im jus gunna pop 1 or 2, smoke, and drink a couple brewskis tonight. :cheers2:
for me xanax is good because its like "hey, im almost on an opiate." nah obviously there's more to it than that but that's a big part of it, for me at least.
I like xanax because it completely takes me away from all of my worries and sets my mind at ease, but it sometimes causes more problems; ie becoming violent and/or getting arrested for some stupid shit. lol I should honestly be dead right now, based on how wrecklessly I used to eat xanax. Xanax should NOT be treated like food. haha
Shit I'm on 120mgs of Morphine and just poped a 1mg zanax, Now reading this, am I going to black out!!!!!!!!!! Holy shit I hope not... I did the last time I had one..
I feel ya man, Xanax is definitely underrated by itself IMO. However I am imposing a moratorium on my use of it for an indefinite amount of time. It's a combination of me erring on the side of caution as far as addiction goes, not building up a tolerance, and saving money.
I know how that goes. I'd be in bad shape if i continued taking it, because I was only taking more and more. I still take low doses from time to time, but not often. I haven't had more than 4 or 5mg in a LONG time, because I know I shouldn't. I'd love to get nice and barred up though, for old times' sake. lol
Feelin Fuckin Great.on 4mgs. Drnkin Beers. Chillin Wit My Girl. Listnin To Music. Prolly Gunnna Pop Anther Half And Smoke A Bowl..peaceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Sounds blissful. I'm sure you're gonna fuck the hell outta your girl tonight. Pussy gets POUNDED for hours when xanax is involved. lol
Poped xanax for the second time a bit ago, Man this shit is awesome, Feeling pease with the universe right now... Very jelled right now Wooohooo:cheers2:
I took the blue moon strongest pills and got completely ripped before school one day, bad idea becuase i didnt learn a thing that day
