Alright this is my first time so be gentle. Lost in tunnel vision of what I want the world to be They say if I took the blinders off The supposed truth would be the death of me. Sometimes I catch on to this empty lie But I’ve been carried along so far I can’t function with the truth. So when the pain is too much I get high I’ve lost my place, wondering where I am. Am I alive? Or am I just awake? 20 pills later I’m totally sedated But my hands still shake The tremors run through my body like earthquakes. I have no desire to clean up my act I feel I’ve gone too far The rope is too jagged to retract. Walking this rough terrain My muscles ache and through all the agony My thoughts still strain on the empty truth And fruitful lies I don’t want agony, I want pleasure Even if I believe your lie And dishonor myself from the truth I may have what I desire But not the foundation, I need. I’d rather the fruitful lie Brought on by my root instinct, greed. by Missedit Thanks for reading.
We are each, a new Universe ~~* There are, indeed, many ways of expanding perception; The furthest out One may go, is within.
id say kick the pills and you have a chance to take life on your own terms. no need of blinders. sylvanlightning, powerful words to a cry-for help piece.
