Wow...I've never felt like this before...

warning- if you don't want to listen to me vent... don't read on...



Holy shit... fucking hell .... I, I can't put a sentance together. Its Xenia, it's my sweetheart my best friend, my everything...

She got a boyfriend.

ouch.

She told me and I felt like the ground had vanished underneath my two feet. "Wow, Katie you look so surprised" Oh, do I? I'm not surprised at all, why should I be? Doesn't everyone expect the person who says they love only them to start dating someone else?

"But Katie you know we weren't serious, we were just fooling around". Well, shit, I wish somebody told me, I took it pretty seriously.

Damnit.

Do I like the guy? Sure. How could I not like a guy who's big ugly head thinks about only masturbation and weed? Isn't there something so honorable about dedicating one's life to a plant? Who couldn't adore those beaty, evil eyes? Wouldn't every person love the guy who stole their girl?

I'm feeling sarcastic today.

He asked her to the formal. Why, I don't know, it isn't until spring, but they plan to go together. Damnit, she was going to go with me, we even had her dress picked out. I guess now I've got to find some shithead to take me.

"Everything will still be the same, we'll still be best friends" But how can she say that when we both know it isn't true...

I guess it's good for her, I should be happy for her. I know she took a lot of shit just for being with me. The suburban mom squad said some evil, hateful things after they saw her hold my hand in public. But who cares about them.

Hahaha... this whole post was so useless to the rest of you, it doesn't even really make sense... but it was so beneficail to me. I feel a Hell of a lot better.

Hmm... wow... I do feel better.

 

im confused...is she your girlfriend as in lover...or just a best friend?

 

either way...feel better

i think i mightve gotten my friends annoyed at me cuz i was talking to this guy i met the whole time last night at a show...but i know ill always be there for my friends no matter what...dont feel too bad.

 

Thats rough girl I hate hearing about things like that and not being able to help...

 

I feel kind of better now... I guess.

 

Yeah... I know what you mean... seriously... feel, what you mean.

Because the world on a string doesn't mean a thing...

 

oooh.... ohhhh.hohoohohoh ... the spanish inquisition. John Cleese is the man... I'm bringing in Monty Python for history... where they fling the cows over the wall.

 

heh, where'd you get that from? I like it...

 

Neil Young.

 

you should tie her up and run off with her to same cave far, far away.....

 

aw katie, im so sorry.....really, i know how you feel. i know that doesnt mean much coming from someone you dont know, but i know the feeling. just remember that sarah loves you! i really do...how could anyone not?

 

Hahahahaha, I SO called that before you replied. It's funny how well you can know people you don't even know.

 

Yeah... figures... pretty much all of my quotes are Neil Youngisms.

 

Aww, thank you Sarah, you are such a doll.

 

*muah* hope you feel better today!

 

that I do, thank you hon.

 

I know what can make you feel better!








































:: premature ejaculation ::

 

That's rough. Hope you feel better. What happened with you guys before?

 

Heehee... sweet George, please don't ever take those pills to fix your "condition"... your messes make it all better.

 

Someone wake chuck up. He hasn't been on all day.