I was just thinking about this in the bath. I want to unburden myself of the weight of middle class mediocrity and conservatism and think and reflect more freely... connect more with people and be a more human being. hmm, heavy shit man.
Sounds good to me:cheers2: My own mind is dragging me back. In fairness it was a bit damaged. Also stupid ridiculous mean people. Otherwise Im free...ish
that looks a lot more depressing than i actually meant it to be. i like living. but its holding me back. coz im not living to the best of lifes potential. whatever. im on suicide watch.
Money, Dosh, Moolah! I have none, and it's holding me back. Not wanting to sound like I want to be a millionaire, but I mean like enough to buy food, and to maybe go out sometimes. Hell, Enough money to have savings! But at the moment money pays bills and that's it.
Go to a residential college or something, and then you can get bursaries and stuff to pay for it, if you didn't get your a levels. And then u get to live in a fun environment and have lots of fun, and get wasted, and pick up a great qualification so you can actually have a life.
Nothing is dragging me back. I've been made redundant recently and see this as a great opportunity to educate myself and get my driving licence, to catch up with old friends, get closer to my family.....in monetary terms things aren't the best but I feel free to do all things I've been neglecting...I may even go back to college in September to do a foundation degree in graphic design. It's all catch 22, though work funded my new equipment, bike and driving lessons etc, I must ask..was it dragging me back?
