So today for the first time in about 3 months I finally smoked again. It was such a great day, I had almost forgot what it was like. It actually took a bit to kick in & at one point I thought that I had gone so long w/o it it would be like the first time when I didn't even really get high. However, after the first few hits I was high as giraffe pussy & was really relaxed but also really giggly. I watched some episodes of south park on dvd's & laughed my ass off & ate a real nice lunch of leftover chicken marballa. I was actually really productive too, I shopped for auto insurance, cleaned my bedroom & bathroom, the kitchen, and sent out my phone bill . Of course later I took about a 2 hour nap which was nice. Overall, it was a fantastic day. It does suck now that I work so much that by the time I get home the rest of the family is home so I can't smoke. But since I had the day off & everyone was actually gone I got a chance for the first time in months. The one positive about having to work so much is that my weed will actually last me a long time.
Yeah, I just started working again so I'm just saving money for a few months until I move into an apartment. The sad thing is I have two degrees, but they're in radio/broadcasting which is such a shitty job field right now so I actually found a full time job nearby-doing something completely different- where I can just live at home for a few months until I move out again. The sad thing is I had lived on my own for about the past 5 years, so it's really weird to be back home, & it sux.