Right now I'm staring out my kitchen window, and I'm seeing the wind take the colorful leaves off the trees, in beautiful swirly patterns. They all seem to fall so gracefully. It is so windy by the end of the day I should see all of the birds homes, abandoned, but there, nonetheless. And the sky is SO blue right now, with only tiny spots of white, cottony clouds. While I must admit, I do not like the cold so much as warm, it brings a smile to my face to see the earth changing seasons before my eyes...to take it all in.
I feel the same today.. I was walking in the town, and how I saw these brown and dark orange and green leaves, I was so much.. happy.. yeah.. thatw as so amazing.. really.. and then, I admit, it can sound a bit morbid, I went to the cemetery, and how the sky's been dark and these candles were shining... aaaa... I was so happy there! yeah..
Shit like that can be pretty cool, tis nice when you have an experience like that cos so often we walk by or don't notice stuff like that. I know it sounds gay but you feel more at one with nature when you notice shit like that.
meanwhile... some little kid is getting is getting killed in the middle east by US troops, innocent people are being shot, because they can't understand what they're saying, someone somewhere is getting hit by a car, bit by a poisonous snake, beaten by cops, molested by their drunken father, getting their finger sawed off accidently, finding out they have an STD, shitting their pants, getting fired from their job when they have two kids to feed, being raped, throwing up because they have an eating disorder, breaking up with their significant other, or becoming a leper. on the other hand there are alot of good things taking place...all these things make up life. why not be happy?
Thanks for being a vibe killer...but it doesn't change the fact that it is a beautiful day outside...
It would be such an awesome day today if it wern't so damned windy! A front must be moving in. I woke up this mornin to see a buck on the edge of the forest behind my house...such majestic animals... Also saw a cute lil bunny, looked like the poor thing was gonna be blown away mid-hop!
its nice today around 80 and breezy. they are calling for rain tonight though.. i'll wait and watch the storm roll in
