i think i'm on suicide watch

i'm schizophrenic , and my parents have been divorced for years, but the two of them keep arranging places for me to go and stay all the time without telling me til the last minute or consulting me.
they keep a detailed record of my life.

i'm not being schizoid paranoid or anything.

its really pissin me off -- they seem to think i have no other plans or friends or anything and they can just control me.
i know they're concerned but at least be honest with me here. talk to me, not about me.

i seriously think i'm on suicide watch or something.
the doctor probably spoke to them.

 

have you spoke with them about this and how it's making you feel? from just what you have written here, sounds like they really care about you and are unsure what to do about you themselves so they are being overly protective of you.

maybe tell them what you have already planned. more communication can only be a good thing, right??

 

you can be diagnosed with schizophrenia at 17???

what did you do to get that

 

^ Yeah I got diagnosed when I was 13.

 

Man I would talk with them it seems like their creating a more unhealthy environment than anything... Sorry to hear

 

how the hell did you get diagnosed at 13???

 

I agree with telling them everything you just said there. It was very well written. I'm not sure what kind of people they are so I have I no idea how they will react, but it's worth a try. It just seems they are causing more stress on to you right now by trying to help. Maybe they will back off a bit and/or have more communication with you if you talk to them.

best of luck!